It’s been just over 2 years that I followed most of the steps on how to get your gf/wife blacked. The furthest it got me was a nice sex session between us two only where I heard her saying things such as “do you want me to fuck a black guy for you” “do you want to watch his big black dick fuck my ass”. It was the wettest she’s ever been in my five years of dating her. She even admitted that it was the time she orgasmed the most with me.That was 6 months ago , and she never did it again. Today March 23, she has now forbidden me to watch IR porn and send her more videos and said if I ask or talk about this cuckold fantasy one more time she will leave me.
I cannot comprehend why she would repress such good urges and feelings however I guess I must respect her choice and move away from this fantasy unless someone has been in this exact situation and has advice.