"I might not even sleep with him"


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I might not even sleep with him"

Like many other couples, we'd been married for a long time and we'd grown

familiar with each other. Claire, my wife was older than me and I was attracted

by her confidence and power - she was a lawyer for a big firmand I worked in a

manual job. I was fit and strong, she thin and smart. She was smart, quirky

sense of humour, great legs.I was quiet, shy and had only had a couple of

girlfriends before. Our engagement was short and we eloped to avoid a big family

wedding. Initially sex was great, but she was never one to initiate once married

and now, after almost twenty years of being together it had tailed off to almost

nothing. Truth be told, I didn't have that much confidence in the bedroom, and

she'd denied me sex quite a few times so to protect my own feelings I'd just

stopped asking her. On one or two occasions we had, I sometimes had trouble

maintaining an erection - and the last time being well over six months before

I'd failed to climax entirely. She'd had an orgasm during foreplay and seemed

okay about it, but I wasn't - and it wasn't her fault, only mine.

My parents had divorced in a very nasty way when I was young and I had vowed

never to put anyone through that for myself. Great or bad, I would stick with

this marriage - but it wasn't really so bad, we liked each other and some other

married couples couldn't say the same. The urge for sex passes in time, although

I did miss the intimacy that love making brings.

Despite my low confidence, I did have a high sex drive so masturbated pretty

much daily, usually a quick rub in bed watching porn on the laptop, looking at

my library of dirty pictures, and more commonly, reading erotic fiction. Then a

wipe with an old sock and back to reality. Not an exciting sex life by any

means. I had no idea what she did to get her rocks off, if anything - but

whatever it was, she kept it very private.

We used to go out now and then early in our marriage, but I'm awkward in social

situations and never know what to say. You could count the number of times I

danced with her on the fingers of one hand, and in every case I'd been pretty

drunk to do so!A shame, as she once loved to dance. I felt I'd stopped her

enjoying herself, so when she did get invited out with a group of friends, I

didn't stand in her way and always wished her a good evening when she went out

for a meal. This happened once or twice a month with the same group of people

and I'd stay at home.

Then one night, something changed. She told me earlier in the week she'd be out

Thursday night. I didn't ask with who, assuming it was with one of her two

groups of friends. We both came home from work and did a few chores, then she

had a quick shower and went into the bedroom to get ready. I followed a few

minutes later, to chat about our days while she prepared as we often do, and lay

down on bed while she slipped out of her dressing gown and started to dress. Her

body, even in her mid 40's was pretty good - she kept in shape through lots of

physical exercise, and horse-rode regularly. I admired it without commenting,

even when she pulled on the smallest of her knickers. Normally she wears big

comfy ones that do little to flatter her, but I didn't think much of it, other

than perhaps she needed to feel a little better about herself. She was working

long hours and was often tired, but tonight seemed full of quick, lively energy.

She wore a fairly normal bra, with just a little lace, with a long flowing dress

in shimmering opal blue that stopped at her knee. She'd shaved her legs in the

shower too, I noticed. She dabbed a little perfume on one wrist, then rubbing

the two wrists together to spread it, bent down to me lying on the bed to kiss

me goodbye as usual.

"Hope you have a nice evening" I said as she left the room.

"Thanks," she said, heading for the door. "But you never know, I might not even

sleep with him".

Clunk. The front door shut behind her. I was frozen, not trusting my ears. Had

she really said that? With who? Still unmoving, I heard her car start up and

drive away. I lay there immobile for at least ten minutes, heart thumping in my

chest, mind racing and full of questions. Was she serious? Why didn't I ask who

she was going to dinner with, and where? Was she intending to come home at all?

Was this her way of leaving me?

I glanced over at the dressing table, the smell of her perfume still in the

room. Everything was in place. Quickly, I ran to her office desk and yes, her

passport and bank books were still there. Somewhat relieved, for I truly loved

my wife and didn't want to lose her, I returned to the bed to try and stop my

head racing.

So now what? I didn't really know what to do. I just lay there, my head in a

whirl. Imagining what she was doing and who with. I closed my eyes and lay back.

Was she at dinner with someone? Had she found somebody to dance with again? Were

they dancing slowly, him holding her tight? Caressing her through that thin

blue dress?

My hands touched my dick, it was still half hard, and I started to squeeze it.

Very quickly it was fully hard again, and just as I felt the first stirrings of

an orgasm, I quickly pulled my hand away. No, that would not do at all. I knew

that if I climaxed I'd stop finding this as sexy as I was.

I forced myself to get out of bed and do the nightly chores, feed myself and

watch some tv - not taking in a single thing. I went to bed at 10 and lay await

for her to return.

I must have dozed off, because when I woke she was already in bed next to me.

Her back turned to me and fast asleep. She was wearing her usual night-shirt and

there was nothing to show that tonight was any different. I checked the bedside

clock - 2am. Wow, I'd slept too long. Should I wake her? No, she was always

grumpy then. Should I try to feel her pussy to see if there was another man's

cum leaking from it? Not a chance! She'd definitely wake up. I lay there,

staring in the darkness at her back, not moving, hardly breathing. By now I was

doubting that she'd said those words as she left.

I must have fallen asleep again, as I woke up hearing her come into the bedroom.

She was bringing my usual cup of tea. Putting it down on my bedside table, she

turned to leave the room when I said "Thanks" and sat up, just the same as


She nodded and carried on walking, back out to the kitchen to make her

own breakfast. Our morning routine is as predictable as everything else. A few

minutes later, she came back into the bedroom and sat down on her side of the

bed, one leg curled underneath her. She was still wearing the same night-shirt,

and her legs were bare from mid-thigh down. Holding the bowl of cereal in one

hand she started eating.

Ok, here goes. Neither of us likes confrontation, but still, I had to know.

"Good night last night?" I asked.

Claire nodded yes, her mouth full of cereal.

"Where did you go?"

She swallowed. Then, "Just down to the Pantry" and then shoveled another

spoonful into her mouth. The Pantry was a nice Pub two villages over that did

excellent food, as many country pubs do now. We'd eaten there once or twice

ourselves, on the rare occasion we did go out together. It was nice.


Now for the killer question; "Who was there?"

She was between mouthfuls and answered immediately. "Just some people from work,

you don't know them."

"What did you say as you were leaving last night?" I asked.


"After I said 'Have a good night'. Not sure I heard you right"

"Oh," she said. "I just said 'Thanks, I'll try.' ". And with that, her bowl was

cleared and she waved, went through the door and was in her car driving to work.

I was certain I hadn't mis-heard her last night, but she clearly didn't want to

discuss it. Oh well. Time to get ready for my own job. I got up and walked

across the bedroom and spotted the laundry basket. On impulse, I lifted the lid

and changed my life. Inside were her satin knickers. I picked them up and opened

them out. There, lying in the cotton of the gusset, was a large glob of what was

obviously semen. Still wet, surrounded by the dampness of my wife's own juices.

I lifted it to my nose and took a sniff. I could only smell my wife's aroma, so

tentatively, I slipped out my tongue and tasted it. No doubt now, that was

definitely semen, I'd tasted enough of my own - I loved to give cunnilingus and

on occasions when we'd gone more than once, I found I quite enjoyed licking my

own seed from her well used vagina. Remembering that, I sucked the whole globby

mess right out of the panties and into my mouth and warmed it on my tongue,

breathing in the scent. Intoxicating.

Again, my dick was like steel. I was standing naked in our bedroom with my

wife's used knickers in my hand and a mouthful of her lover's come in my mouth.

It was so dirty, so humiliating, so wrong. What would I say if somebody saw me?

How could I explain this?

I loved it.

Grabbing my dick I rubbed like a madman, holding the used garment over my mouth

and nose as I swallowed.In just a few seconds I had a monstrous orgasm which

left me so weak that my knees actually gave way and I sank down onto the carpet,

leaning back against the bed.

I stayed there perhaps five minutes, perhaps fifteen, in a daze. Not thinking,

not planning, just existing. Then as if waking out of a dream, I realized I was

now going to be late for work, so hurriedly put the panties back and positioned

them exactly as they had been so she wouldn't know. Then I quickly dressed and

went to work.

That evening, life went on as normal. I gave her a big hug as she came home, but

when I tried to go a little further and squeeze her bum, she wriggled away.

Nothing seemed different. I cooked us a meal and we sat and ate it in front of

the telly as usual. She stayed in that evening, and through the weekend she went

off and rode horses, or worked around the house and garden. She was a little

late back on Monday, but brought her laptop back - the repairers had let her

know it was ready so she collected it after work. She went to bed early that

night, and I could hear the keyboard rattling away.When I went to join her,she

shut it up and turned over, ready to go to sleep. As she reached for her bedside

light, she yawningly said "Late back tomorrow, love. Got an evening meeting at


That was unusual, I couldn't remember when that had last happened, but accepted

it and kissed her good night. Turning off my own light, I slid my naked body up

behind hers, which was clad in a sheer satin night dress, my erection gently

pressing against her arse and reached around,but she deftly turned on her back

- her sign of saying she didn't want to spoon tonight. Sleep was more important.

Giving a small sigh I too turned on my back and lay awake for half an hour

listening to her sleep. Her warm, still sexy body, close to mine but miles out

of reach.

The next night she didn't return until about 9pm. I'd watched her leave that

morningwith nice hair, fresh lipstick and a smart blue business suit -

professional yet still feminine. She came home with hair messed up, lipstick

gone, suit crumpled and absolutely stinking of sex. Some meeting! I decided to

act like I noticed nothing and gave her the usual hug and kissed her on the

mouth,although she kept hers closed. Again, when I tried to lower my hands, she

twisted out of my grip saying "Sorry love, I'm knackered. Quick shower then bed

for me."

She undressed and walked nude to the bathroom. As she passed me, I could plainly

see her pubic hair was wet and matted. The bathroom door shut and I heard the

shower go on as I walked into the bedroom. Her pile of clothes on the floor

hadn't even made it to the laundry basket. I reached down and sure enough, there

were her knickers and again, a big white dollop of somebody else's sperm lying

in the crotch. Again, I raised it to my mouth and licked it clean. Delicious.

Hearing the shower shut off, I hurriedly put the clothing back as it was and

went to the kitchen to make us a cup of tea while my erection subsided.

She was already in bed when I returned, tucked up and reading her book and her

clothes had been tidied away. I put her tea on her table and slipped into my

side of the bed, taking out my own book and pretending to read.

I was actually quite shocked at myself for behaving this way. My wife was

clearly having an affair and seemingly not caring whether I found out or not. I

have the utmost respect and love for my wife, and with some women that might

encourage them to take advantage and walk all over me - but throughout our

marriage she'd shown me respect and consideration too. We did love each other,

of that I had no doubt, but the passion of the first few years had given way to

a slow, steady and unexciting love. Maybe that's why she felt the need to

explore another man. What was I going to do about it? Nothing, yet. Maybe

tomorrow I'd ask her to explain herself, but I hated starting a fight and I knew

I wouldn't really say anything. I'd carry on pretending to ignore the obvious.

And so it went for the next few weeks. Twice a week she'd disappear, sometimes

letting me know, sometimes not. Every time when she came home there would be

evidence of sex. Sometimes if she wore tights when she left, they'd be missing

on her return. Twice, she returned without the underwear she left with and on

another occasion returned with a large love bite next to one of her nipples. She

undressed in front of me as usual and made no comment about it, but it was

clearly a love bite and very obvious. It faded after a week, only to be replaced

by another on her arse.

Another night, when she was undressed after one of her late meetings, I was

shocked to see her pubic hair had disappeared!She was totally shaved there! My

amazement was too obvious this time to be ignored, I must've looked comical

standing there and I'm sure my mouth was hanging open. She actually laughed at

my expression and said "Yes, it does look different, doesn't it?"

I shut my mouth and swallowed hard, and after a few false starts found my voice;

"Yes! It looks lovely. Can I stroke it?", shocking myself again at my boldness.

She smiled and lay back on the bed, still with her blouse on, and spread her

legs. "Yes, have a look"

I didn't need telling twice and I was on my knees in front of her, looking

closely at her vulva in all its shaved glory. It was beautiful! So long hidden

by an unruly thatch, this hidden gem was finally revealed to my gaze. I

tentatively reached forwards and with the back of my fingers, stroked around it,

up and over and down each thigh.She sighed softly at my touch and leaned back

into the cushions, closing her eyes. Taking this as acceptance, I grew bolder,

running my finger up her lips gently at first, then with more pressure. The tip

of my finger slipped inside - god it was wet, she was warming up quickly! It

normally took her longer to get going. Then I froze as I realized that I wasn't

the first man there today, it was wet from her meeting still. With no pubic

hair, the evidence wasn't stuck to her outside as usual. Quickly, I recovered,

spotting my chance.

I lowered my head and very gently licked her there. She stiffened, releasing a

little gasp.

"Stop..." she said. I stopped and looked up.

She was looking directly at me and softly said "No, go on...".

Whilst we locked eye contact, I extended my tongue and slipped it right inside

her. Instantly I could taste semen mixed with her own juices, the consistency on my

tongue lumpier and saltier that should be found in my wife's cunt. Still staring at each

other, sharing a deep and meaningful connection,I scooped out the mess with my tongue

and held it there outstretched, so she could see it. Then I brought it into my

mouth and swallowed.She watched it all, and it was then we both knew that she

knew I was aware of her affair and without saying a word, was encouraging her

unfaithfulness. She closed her eyes then, and put her head back against the


I stayed licking for another five minutes, cleaning out every crevice, even

running my tongue down to her anus to ensure no drips were left. She didn't

orgasm exactly, but was clearly enjoying both the act and the taboo. Her husband

was licking her lover's spunk from her cunt! How dirty was that?

My tongue was getting sore, and my excitement growing. Standing up to remove my

underpants which were tenting obviously from my excitement, she opened her eyes

and quite gently said, "No, love. Just... No.". Again, that powerful sharing of

an understanding flew between us. Clearly, this was how it was going to be. I

wasn't allowed to use her like that.

And, you know? I was kind of pleased. Having sex with her now would be somehow

wrong, especially now I'd done such a thorough job in cleaning her. I smiled and

gently pulled the sheets up over her bodywhile she lay, utterly relaxed and

content. She was asleep even before I climbed into my side of the bed, sleeping

the deep sleep of those without any guilt, while me and my erection lay

alongside her, watching her breathe, my heart and mind racing together.

Very soon, she was with her lover twice a week in the evenings, and sometimes

for the whole afternoon and evening on the Saturdays, all while I stayed at

home. The days were regular and she stopped letting me know she was going to be

late home, it now being a part of our routine. I still didn't know this man's

name or anything about him. She hadn't said anything about him or the affair

since that very first night. Sometimes she'd come home and hop straight in the

shower, sometimes she would slide into bed without washing - and on those

occasions she smelled of sex. She wouldn't let me clean her out every time,

perhaps once every couple of weeks and she began to orgasm while I sucked her

lover's seed from deep within her hairless vagina,slurping noisily and showing

my enjoyment. Once she'd watch me swallow the first load, I would sometimes

bring a mouthful of her juices and traces of his semen up to hers and kiss her.

She'd allow her mouth to open and the liquid mess slide into hers. She'd then

withdraw from the kiss and roll the juices around in her mouth before opening

her throat and swallowing it all down in one. I'd then kiss her again, our

tongues seeking out traces from each others' mouths. When she tired, I'd slide

back to my side of the bed and watch her fall asleep. I wouldn't even masturbate

that night, for fear of waking her. I started work a little later than her so

would rub myself to spurting release when she left, sometimes stealing her

panties from the basket to smell and lick.

Sometimes while she was out, I would imagine them together - putting various

names and faces into the fantasy. Did he even know she was married? At what

point did she tell him, and what questions did he ask? I imagined her telling

him of her fool of a husband who would be licking out her cunt whilst he

ploughed his massive tool in and out, again and again. I imagined them giggling

about me and I wondered what he thought of all this. What kind of a man did he

think I was, to let his wife sleep with another? Was he the reason my wife was

now refusing me sex entirely? I'd asked more times in the past few weeks than

for several years before, but each time she just smiled and shook her head. Had

he told her that only he was allowed to fuck her now? Did he own my wife? Worst

of all was the question, "Was she in love with him?". I thought possibly yes,

but only if she could love two people as I knew she loved me deeply. Perhaps

there are two kinds of love for a partner? Perhaps I had never been enough man

for her even and she'd always wanted more throughout our marriage.

One Sunday morning, I wanted to go out fishing. It's about the only hobby I

have, although I only go once in a blue moon when the weather is right and my

mood is good. My car wouldn't start though, wouldn't even turn over. Flat

battery, I checked the light switch and sure enough, I'd left the lights on

friday night. I connected the battery charger from the garage and asked my wife

if I could borrow her car.

"Sure!" she said, still relaxing in bed - "Just pick up the newspapers for later".

I grabbed her keys, put my rod and bag in her car

and drove off. The newsagents was on the route to the river so I pulled up

outside. It was shut, but was due to open in ten minutes so I sat in the car.

Not having anything to read, I opened the glove box to see if there was anything

to occupy my time there. There was - a dirty pair of Claire's knickers wadded up

and stuffed inside. I balled them up and craftily brought them to my nose,

hidden from the few men queing outside the shop, and had a deep sniff.

Disapointingly they must have been fairly old, as they were dry and crusty. I

put them down and carefully opened them up, but there was just dried pussy juice

in the gusset. I put them back where I found them and looked around some more

inside the small car. My wife had an awful habit of piling rubbish behind the

passenger's seat and something looked out of place amongst the crisp packets and

chocolate bar wrappers. I lifted an empty drinks can off it, and there was a

condom. Used. Clearly this was also old.

Putting it back, I looked up to see one old gentleman in the queue staring right

at me. He caught my eye and gave a slow, small smile. Had he seen me? If he had,

what did he think? Then the shop opened, the queue shuffled in and I joined them

to buy the Sunday papers. I went fishing and then went home. Of course I never

mentioned to my wife what I'd found in her car, but later that night, as I lay

awake sleeplessly, something occurred to me; Why a condom? She was on the pill

and it was clear from my late night feasts that she had unprotected sex with her


One Tuesday morning, she had a shower then came back to the bedroom while I lay

in bed and dressed in front of me. Her bald pubis no longer shocked me and she

shaved it in the shower each morning to keep it smooth. The sun was out and she

drew back the curtains, stretching in the light - seemingly not caring if anyone

in the street saw her. She then picked out light summer dress with a deeply

scooped neckline from the wardrobe. Slipping it over her head, it came down to

mid thigh and looked fantastic. She sat down at the dressing table to do her

makeup and hair, and casually said "I'm bringing a friend home tonight, can you

tidy the house up a bit?"

Before I could ask who, she had her fine golden earings in place and was walking past

the window and gone. As you have probably gathered, I'm sometimes slow to react to

the unexpected and there were two things that hit me once she'd gone;

1) Who was she bringing home? This was unusual, we don't live near her friends

or work so visitors weren't common. Was it him?

2) When she walked past the window, I could see every outline of her body.

Breasts, belly, thighs. It was thin cotton and I suddenly realized she had no

underwear on at all! And she was going to work like that, in a busy office. What

was going on? Most of the people she worked with were men - I have noticed that

where women work together, they very rarely dress for effect, fearing the scorn

if they show too much. Clearly she didn't consider that an issue!

Yet again my heart was thumping away, my breath short and my dick hard. I

stroked it slowly, knowing that anyone who looked at her today would easily be

able to make out the darkness of her aureolas. Her nipples are soft most of the

time, but with her 36C's they would be pushing against the fabric. Although the

dress was long enough to hide herself if she bent over, the hem was light to be

flicked up in the lightest of breezes. These thoughts turned me on to new

heights and I very quickly shuddered to a huge orgasm. Reaching into my sock

drawer to clean off the shameful mess on my belly, a chuckled to myself; "At

least nobody will see a dark triangle between her legs since she started

shaving!". After work that night, I set-to and soon had the house looking tidy

and smelling nice. Carpets vacuumed, some flowers from the garden on the

mantelpiece and fresh linen on the bed.

I ate my solo meal and watched some TV. Shortly after 8pm lights flashed across

the curtain and I heard her car draw up. Another flash and another engine meant

her friend had followed her home. I put the telly on mute and walked out into

the hall, hearing her voice talking to somebody as she walked to the door. A key

in the lock as I turned on the hall light and she stepped in. She stepped

forward to me and gave me a peck on the cheek and a quick squeeze, then turned

around to introduce the man who had followed her through the door and shut it.

"Hi love, this is Dave - he's a friend from work. I said he could come home for

a drink tonight.".

Dave was a little older than myself, white, very well groomed

with a neat business suit. A touch shorter than my six feet, and had his hair

cut short to hide the beginnings of baldness, but you could tell he took care of

himself. Where I'd run to fat once I left my manual job, he had a solid middle

and square shoulders - I bet he worked out in the gym. He had presence, too -

and charm. I immediately liked him. I glanced at his left hand - yes, he had a

wedding ring on his third finger. So he was married.

Dave smiled disarmingly and put his other hand forward to shake. "Nice to meet

you, I've heard a lot about you" he said. I smiled back and shook his hand.

Firm, manly, and yes, dominant. Here was a man who was successful.

Claire smiled brightly and said "Come on in, take your shoes off and relax."

She still wore the same dress and even in the hallway lighting, you could clearly

see more than a decent woman would show, and her nipples were making small

peaks. They walked past me in the hallway and went through into the lounge. I

followed them in and they sat down next to each other on the sofa. My wife

flashed me a beautiful smile and said, "Open us up a bottle of that nice red,

won't you?"

I said "Sure thing" and went to get it.

We keep our wine downstairs in the cellar, so I had to climb down beneath the house

and find it. As it happens, the lounge is directly above our wine rack and I could hear

their voices, his low and quiet, hers higher and a little giggly. It took me a few

minutes to find the right bottle, I knew which one she meant - we were given it

for Christmas from a relative and had been saving it for an occasion. I guess

she'd decided tonight was that special event. As I stood up I realized I could

no longer hear voices. I clomped up the wooden stairs, turned off the cellar

light and closed the door. I then went to the kitchen and got three of our best

wine glasses and a corkscrew. I took the cork out - strictly speaking red wine

should breathe for a while, but we're not wine snobs and I didn't think she

would mind so I took it straight in. As I entered, I could see them look up

startled and in a second took in the facts. The lights had been dimmed, Claire's

dress was now pulled up higher than when I'd left, her nipples were sticking out

even further,and Dave's fingers were wet.

Again, I said nothing and passed Dave

one of the glasses, which he took with his sticky fingers, wrapping them around

the bowl of the glass, just brushing against my own. I then passed the second

glass to Claire before setting my own down on the table. That I hadn't said

anything about what was obviously going on seemed to please Dave and he

noticeably relaxed while I poured first Claire's drink, then his and then my own.

She was already confident I wasn't going to make a scene, but this was the first

time Dave and I had met, and by now it was clear he was her lover.

I sat down in the comfy chair and we chatted about simple things, the day's

weather, how busy work was for each of us and the day's news. This only took

five minutes or so and when conversation petered out,Claire took the remote and

turned the tv's sound back on. We all sat back and watched some fairly bland

sitcom. From my angle, I couldn't really see them that well other than they were

sitting very close and seemed to be quite fidgety.

I topped up her glass once, but when I held the bottle of Dave's he's covered it

with his hand and said "No thanks, I've got to drive back later"

As the sitcom finished, Claire stood up and said to me; "We've brought some work

home with us for a project that's due tomorrow, we're going to work on it here."

She bent down and kissed me then walked out of the lounge with Dave following

her.I heard them cross the hall and then enter our bedroom.

Wow, I thought. What work do they mean? They had no bags, folders of briefcases

with them, and she certainly wasn't carrying anything under that dress!

The lounge was at the other end of the house, and with the tv going I couldn't

hear them talking. I sat dumbly staring at the tv screen, not seeing a thing

for perhaps ten minutes before my curiosity forced me out of the chair. Leaving

the tv on, I softly walked towards the bedroom. The hallway light was off, but

the bedroom light on and the door slightly ajar. I stood close by, but the door

opens towards a wall and there was no way I could see anything, and if I tried

to push the door open wider they would have seen immediately. And although it

was at ground level, I'd drawn the curtains when I was making the bed earlier.

I could hear the bed creaking though, and no voices. I stood immobile and just


She moaned. Softly and quietly. I could hear it plainly.

I imagined him lying next to her, the dress already on the floor, caressing her

breasts and thighs, stroking her naked pubic mound. A rustle of clothing, then a

heavy creak. That must be him removing his clothing and getting into bed. Into bed

- with my wife!

Even now, a voice in my head was shouting "DO something! He's about to fuck your

wife!" but I could do nothing. I didn't want to. I was entirely passive, a

bystander in this arrangement. If my views had been considered then they had

been cast aside as if worthless, and worthless was how I felt right then.

Worthless and helpless. Standing outside the bedroom door while a stranger

ploughs the woman I'm married to. In our marriage bed. My bed. My house. My


I heard her sigh - that sigh she used to make when I entered her. Only now it

was for him. The creaking increased, developing a rythm. She was moaning almost

constantly now, with the odd "Oh, Dave..." clearly audible around the door. I

realized I had my fly undone and was stroking my rock-hard penis in time with


Her voice louder now, then I heard him for the first time. "Shh...!" he said,

clearly worried I would hear them from my supposed location in the lounge.

She ignored him, getting even louder. "Oh! Oh! Oh!"

She knew me, she knew I wouldn't disturb them. A knot formed in my stomach as

the full weight of what was happening slammed home. She could do what she liked,

as if she was free and single, and I wouldn't do a damned thing. In fact I'd help her

by providing the appearance of a happily married couple.

A scream of passion as she came.

No way I wouldn't have heard that in the lounge - I could have heard it clear

across the street! Dave was grunting now too, and

then a "Aaahhh!" of release as he joined her in orgasmic bliss.

I also ejaculated, spraying the door, but silently for they also had stopped making

noise. They must be lying there together now, still joined but him softening

inside her.

I retreated to the lounge and took my place back on the sofa. Soon, I could see

the hall light come on and Dave appeared in the doorway. He was dressed, poorly,

and his tie was dangling out of his pocket. He had lipstick smudged across his

mouth. He smiled and said, "I'm off now, nice meeting you".

I said "Bye, you too" and he stayed in the doorway a second longer, as if he wanted

to say something else but was fighting an internal struggle. Finally he overcame it and

softly asked, "Is that really your wife?"

I nodded yes and he widened his eyes and said, "Shit...", then turning, collecting his

shoes in the hall and leaving. I heard his car start up and back slowly out into the street,

then the lights flashed across the window and he was gone.

No sound from Claire, but I turned off the tv and walked around the house making

sure the door was locked and lights were off before going into the bedroom. The

lights were still on and she was lying back on the bed, propped up by the

pillows, completely naked, watching me. Was this a test? Did she expect me to

explode in anger and spite? I couldn't do that, so I walked past and said

conversationally, "Dave seems like a nice bloke. Did you get your work done ok?"

That actually shocked her - I could see it in her eyes. I wondered if she

thought that I didn't care if she screwed somebody in our wedding bed, but the

truth was very different. I cared very deeply, and that depth of my love meant I

wanted the best for her. Clearly I hadn't been able to provide it myself.

She looked beautiful lying there. Hair askew, a post-coital blush on her pink

skin, softening the contrast between her dark red auraelia and the untanned skin

of her breasts. Further down, her legs were slightly apart and I could clearly

see her labia were enlarged and a soft rose color. They were also slick with

juices and a glimpse of whiteness at the bottom of the lips showed Dave had not

worn a condom. I loved her more than I ever had before.

"You look lovely," I said as I undressed myself for bed, "do you want

cleaning?". I asked it as if it was the most natural thing in the world and

nothing to do with sex, perversions or unfaithfulness.

She shook her head, still not having said anything.

"Ok," I said meekly and slipped between the covers and turned the light off. We

lay there together, a foot apart, for ten minutes, then I guess she got cold as

she pulled the covers over her naked body and turned so her back was towards me.

She said something that I couldn't heard. "Sorry?" I asked.

"Hold me," she said, a little louder.

I turned onto my side and slid so I was lying up close to her, and spooned. One

arm over her waist, just below her breasts. She was stiff, so I asked "What's

the matter, are you ok?"

She relaxed then and murmured, "Yes, if you are."

"I'm fine," I answered, and snuggled in closer.

Her warmth and softness soon had my erection returning and we were positioned so

that it raised up between her legs. I could feel the warmth and wetness of her

drooling cunt as it touched her there. I lay still, savoring the knowledge that

the last of the seed from my frustrated wank outside the door was mingling with

Dave's as it pushed between her lips. Finally I could bear it no longer and gave

the tiniest of thrusts.

The head of my dick slipped perhaps half an inch inside

her folds, but she straightened up and with a firm "No!" pushed me back over

onto my side.

"Ah well," I mused to myself, "At least I didn't get the wet

spot". And, with that thought I slipped into oblivion remarkably quickly for

such a momentous day.

She brought Dave home about once a week after that. Sometimes they didn't even

say hello, just rushed past me straight into the bedroom.On one occasion, it

was still daylight and I knew the curtains were open, so I silently walked into

the back garden and peeped around. I had an excellent view. Claire was riding

Dave cowgirl-style, her back towards me and her long black hair flowing down it

as she bounced up and down on his cock. Dave's hands were holding her breasts,

and I could see even from the back the tight skin as he twisted and pulled them.

My wife always enjoyed a little firmness there and I was strangely aroused to

see that she had taught another how to pleasure her in that way.

I only had the briefest of glimpses before I heard a familiar voice shout, "Why, howdy

stranger!" and looked up to see my neighbor, Chris, in his garden next door.

A pair of secateurs in his hand told me he'd been out pruning and had seen me. He

couldn't see into the bedroom from where he was, so to prevent him walking

further along his fence to a place where he would have been able to see in, I

smiled and walked over to talk to him. John and I had chatted a few times when

we were both working in our gardens, and although it was hard to concentrate on

the conversation while my wife fucked somebody else only feet away, I kept him

talking for a little while - Chris had served in the Royal Navy as an officer

and now in his 60's, was retired. Sadly his wife had died a few years before,

but he was determindly cheerful and kept himself busy. His garden put mine to

shame and he was often out there working away when it wasn't raining.

Suddenly I could hear my wife approaching orgasm so started talking louder. "Say

Chris, how do you get your Roses looking so beautiful?" I asked.

He had obviously heard her and was looking confused, but my question triggered pride in

his abilities and he started to tell me about soil preparation, feeding and

pruning. Occasionally his brow wrinkled and he cast a sidelong glance towards my

house whenever Claire screamed particularly loudly, but he stuck by his guns and

by the time he had finished telling me how to control aphids, the house was

silent. We talked a little longer and it was clear he was distracted and I guess

my ignoring the obvious must have assured him everything was normal. I heard a

vehicle start up and drive away in the street just as I was saying bye to Chris

and walked back into the house to find Dave gone. One thing good about Dave was

he never hung around to drink my beer, eat my snacks or make a nuisance of

himself. He visited for one purpose, and from what I'd just seen, he fulfilled

that very well.

I entered the bedroom to see my wife once again laying naked on the bed. I was

upbeat as usual and asked her "Hi Petal, you have a good day?" as if nothing at

all was wrong.

Ignoring my question, she said softly, "Clean me, please".

I nodded and climbed onto the bed. Lowering myself to her vagina,I was surprised not

to see any of the usual white gunk oozing out. As if she read my mind, she said, "No, lower."

I looked down and saw that she meant her anus.Dave had chosen a different hole

today. I was surprised, she'd never let me try that, but I had a job to do.

There was no way I could reach it where she was lying, so I took my pillow and

motioned for her to move up. She arched herself so that her bottom cleared the

sheetsand I slid it under. Lying flat in front of her, I moved in. This was

very different, the angles, the view, the smell. Her anus was red and sore, with

a wet-looking shine. A thought occurred. I raised my head and looked at my

bedside table where I kept a small tub of Vaseline to treat some dry skin I get

on my toes, and it was open. They'd used my Vaseline! Had he scooped it out with

his fingers, or plunged his dick into it?

I returned to her arsehole and started lapping away. Working from the outside

in, catching the dribbles that had run downwards first. My tongue explored her

sphincter, somewhere it had never been before - with her or anyone else. I

wasn't especially turned on by scat, but I was horny as hell by the act I was

performing now. Gently probing and pushing, my tongue entered that most taboo of

places. Obviously it was looser than it would otherwise have been, but it was

still much tighter than her vagina and I couldn't move it around much. I could

tell by Claire's breathing that she was getting close to orgasm with my lapping

and swirling. My nose was pressed up tight just below her vagina and I was

breathing through my mouth, breathing in the combined smell of their sex, this

time mixed with another, darker and familiar smell. She came, and her legs

clamped down, trapping me in place and pushing me so tight I couldn't breathe!

This was a long, slow orgasm and she was spasmodically jerking for what seemed

like forever.I tried to keep going with my tongue, but soon the lack of air was

having an affect and my ears started ringing, stars appeared in my vision and I

felt myself drifting away. Luckily she released her pressure before I blacked

out and I was able to fall back and breathe deeply. I was incredibly turned on.

Kneeling up in bed, still facing her, I took my penis out and started

masturbating whilst looking at her.My rythmic movements must have seeped into

her post-orgasmic fog and she opened her eyes. They quickly widened in shock and

she blurted out, "No! Go away, you pervert.", and grabbed the covers to hide

herself. Embarrassed and confused, I left the room. Half an hour later she was

dressed in her comfy cotton tracksuit and came into the lounge. Nothing was said

about what had happened, and we talked as normal.

By now, Dave was coming back to ours so often that it had become the norm. I

would be watching tv of an evening and hear either one or two cars turn up. One

meant Claire was alone, two meant Dave. They come in, sometimes laughing and

giggling. On those times they'd go straight to the bedroom and start making

love. By now they were leaving the door wide open, and if I was quiet I could

peep around it and watch them.Dave worked hard and made sure she was satisfied

before he finished, sometimes trying seven or eight different positions. I never

saw him go down on her though, and somehow I thought that right - that was my

special job, something for which only I could please her.

On other nights, they'd come back - often straight from work, and join me in the

lounge watching telly. They'd always sit close on the sofa, sometimes stroking

each other and whispering softly. Sometimes in these situations I felt like the

father of a teenage girl bringing her boyfriend home; protective and yet

realizing I needed to let her live her own life. Generally they'd excuse

themselves and go to the bedroom when I'd lower the volume of the tv and listen

to them fucking. I often masturbated and because there was no handy sock or

tissue handy in the lounge, would ejaculate onto the back of my left hand and

lick it up. I didn't get the same pleasure of this as licking Dave's spunk out

of Claire's well used cunt, but it saved making a mess. He always left soon

after he had finished.Sometimes she'd follow him out to the front door, she

still naked, and they'd kiss goodbye, not caring if I was there or in the

kitchen which overlooked it.

Dave didn't exactly ignore me, he said "Hi" or smiled and nodded at me whenever we

made eye contact, and certainly didn't go out of his way to humiliate me - it was as if I

had no say or right in the matter, and in a way that was true. Sometimes she'd go back

to bed and fall asleep, sometimes she'd come into the lounge and lie on the sofa, still totally

naked and oozing Dave. I was changing sheets and wiping down chairs a lot more

often lately, I realized. On the nights she didn't see him, my wife behaved just

as before. Polite, friendly, but slightly distant. It was if she was two

different people. Slutty Claire, who wore revealing clothing to please her lover

and was sexually demanding and often spent much of the time at home naked, and

Wife Claire - who did the chores, kissed her husband at night and slept in a


One evening she was very late back, I'd stayed up until 11 but then went to

sleep.I was lying asleep in bed, turned away from her side, and was aware of

quiet voices in the bedroom. I lay still and in darkness, and shortly I heard

the familiar rustling of clothing being removed and the bed shifted and creaked

as she climbed in - and then heavier creaking as he joined her. I heard her

start to moan, not two feet from me and the whole bed was rocking. I slowly

turned over so I was facing them and saw her lying on the back, head turned

towards me with her eyes open while a naked Dave was between her legs slowly

thrusting into her, missionary style.She watched me in the low light without

expression.I stared into her eyes as this other man gave her pleasure on our

marriage bed and tried to understand what she was thinking, but her expression

gave no clues. He increased tempo and the rising crest caused her to lose focus

on me and her eyes shut and moaning resumedas he took her to a shuddering

orgasm, her legs bent back in a sign of utter submission to him, her heels dug

into the backs of his thighs to pull him in deeper.Dave paused for a few

seconds to let her recover, then withdraw and pushed at her raised knee to

indicate he wanted her doggy style. Eyes opened again now, and without breaking

eye contact with mine, she turned towards me and then onto her knees and elbows.

He lined up behind her and pushed in hard.

Dave then turned his head and also looked right at me, we too made a connection

then. He thrust into my wife right next to me whilst staring me in the face, her

breasts hanging low and swinging back and forth with his energy. His impression

was one of utter dominance and seemed to say; "This is my woman and I'll do what

I like with her." I looked from his eyes to Claire's. As she was obviously in

agreement with this sentiment I felt I had no choice but to accept it, and in

reality it was far too late to lodge an objection. He was claiming her in front

of me, in my bed - I know of no greater show of dominance of one man over

another. I was beaten and humiliated.

Without subtlety this time, he rammed in and out of her, reaching under her with

one hand to roughly squeeze her breasts and pull her nipples, making them rigid.

She buried her face in the pillow now, muffled screaming as she came again. He

didn't stop, his groin slapping hard against her buttocks again and again. Now

pulling her long black hair, he pulled her face free of the pillows and the pain

seemed to heighten her pleasure. Her elbows free from the bed too, he was

supporting her entire front body by pulling her hair. He carried on the

remorseless attack on her body and soon as grunting as his own climax

approached. Together they came, he giving a low guttural grunt and she screaming

in mixed pain and pleasure, I could see his buttocks pulsing as he pushed his

seed deep within her.

He released her hair and she landed face-first into the pillow, neither caring,

then collapsed his arms and landed alongside between us. They lay there panting,

sweat shining in the darkness. Gradually they recovered together while I lay

watching them, now pushed to the edge of bed.

Her voice said something. Not knowing who she was talking to, I ignored it. She

said it again, "Clean us." It was an order for me, but not one given unkindly.

Wordlessly I slipped out of bed and walked to the foot before going onto the bed

on hands and knees to do my duty between her legs, slightly nervous as I'd never

done this with anyone else watching. As I neared my target, her hand softly

pushed against my head, stopping me. "Him first"

I froze. They waited. He was on his side, facing her and watching me. His penis

was lying soft in his lap, shining from their juices and with his pubic hair

matted. Again, I wondered briefly what to do and decided there was only one

thing I could do without making a fuss. So I leaned to my right and faced his

flaccid organ.To give me easier access, he rolled onto his back - onto my side

of the bed, probably still warm from my own heat - and I lowered my face to his

groin. Tentatively, I lapped at his dark bushy thatch covering his scrotum, and

not finding much to clean there, moved my target to around the base of his

penis. Her juices were thick here and I licked them clean from him, nudging his

limp penis to one side with my nose. Once that was done, there was only one

thing left to clean, and puckering up I placed my mouth over his foreskin and

sucked it gently into my mouth, bringing the rest of it into my mouth as I

created a vacuum.

Allowing my saliva to fill my mouth, I washed first the base

and then the shaft with my tongue, swirling it around carefully. I slid my

tongue between his glans and foreskin, running it slowly around, before putting

my hand between his body and my mouth and tugging the skin down his dick,

uncovering the glans fully in my mouth. It was growing now inside my mouthas I

sucked gently, concentrating on my cleaning task. I squeezed from the base

upwards to ensure every drip of semen was ejected onto my tongue from within it.

As clean as it could be, I withdrew my mouth and looked at the now erect tool.

It was quite thick and of average length. Probably the same length as mine -

about six inches. I looked up at his face and he smiled and gave me a kind nod.

I felt like a puppy being told "Good boy!" and was surprisingly pleased with the


Lowering myself onto Claire's genitals now, I first licked the bald exterior all

the way down to her anus, before climbing back up and fishing the first and

biggest glob of Dave's sperm out onto my tongue from her crevices. Withdrawing

my head, I showed it to her and then to him, before closing my mouth and

swallowing. It tasted delicious. I carefully resumed my task and within a couple

of minutes, she was as clean as far as I could reach.

She smiledand I was pleased that I'd made her happy. Crawling backwards off the

bed I stood up and looked at them lying side by side. They looked great, a

beautiful couple. It was clear Dave was intending to stay where he was for the

night, claiming my rightful place in our marital bed,so I took a duvet from the

cupboard and a spare pillow and made myself a nest on the floor at the foot of

the bed. Within minutes, and despite my still aching erection, I was curled up


I woke at dawn to the sounds of them making love above me. I could still taste

their juices in my mouth from the night before as I quietly left my duvet and

moved the chair by the window to watch them. This was a gentle lovemaking;

he took time caressing her breasts, stomach and thighs, licking her neck and

sucking on her earlobes. They kissed deeply as her arms reached behind him,

laying still against each other. I was in awe of their connection and yes, a

little jealous of it. Dave lowered his mouth to her left breast, and with us

both watching, sucked hard above her nipple, leaving a very red and obvious love

bite. He then moved upwards and did the same underneath her jaw, then moved

lower. I was worried that he was about to perform cunnilingus on her, and that

was my special job - but instead he placed his mouth against the inside of her

thigh, about three inches below her vagina and made another lovebite - this time

quite huge, the soft skin allowing him to suck quite a lot into his mouth. The

meaning was obvious - reinforcing his earlier claim over my wife, marking her as

his to everyone.

The moved gently against each other and were soon enjoying a slow and lazy

morning orgasm, timed to perfection. Whilst they lay there, I opened the

curtains and just as I was turning to go into the kitchen to make us breakfast,

Dave asked "Can you please get my bag out of my car? Keys are in my trouser


Although worded like a question, it was clearly an order and I

automatically obeyed. This man was used to being in control. I fished around in

his discarded trousers and found a keyring. Putting on a dressing gown, I went

outside and saw a black BMW parked behind Claire's Fiat. I blipped the button on

the fob and the hazard lights flashed. Opening the door, I collected a sports

bag and returned to the house, blipping the fob once again to lock the car.

The shower was running and there was giggling from the bathroom, so I left his

bag on the crumpled bed with the keys next to it.

They were out quite quickly, giggling and back into the bedroom while I brewed

tea and made toast. I thought they might start making love again, but they were

out too soon, dressed and smelling clean and fresh. He'd changed into casual

chinos and a blue shirt, obviously the contents of his bag - today was Friday

and her workplace had a policy of "Dress down Fridays" and discouraged employees

wearing suits to encourage free thinking. My wife was wearing something I'd not

seen before, and I wondered if that had also been in Dave's bag. It was a very

clingy white, one-piece dress that squeezed her breasts together and revealed a

chasmic cleavage, before descending down her body, hugging her rear end and

ending at the very tops of her thighs. All three of last night's love bites were

visible - the ones on her thigh and neck were naked, and the one above her

breast showing through the material. Clearly she didn't care who saw them.The

material was so thin you could see her nipples and that she had no underwear on.

If she bent over in this, there'd be no hiding!

She looked like a million dollars. Not just the body or the outfit, but that she

shone, so obviously happy. I loved her so much it was a joy to see.

Determined to keep my face of normality, I smiled at Dave and then my wife,

saying "You look nice, love."

She beamed back at me and pushed her arm through

Dave's and grabbing a piece of buttered toast each, stepped out the door

together - in every appearance a couple deeply in love. I watched from the door

as they embraced, kissed deeply, then drove off in their separate cars.

I went back to the bedroom, picked her still damp panties from the floor and lay

down where they'd so recently been fucking. Closing my eyes, I held the panties

over my mouth and licked them while I masturbated. Putting the panties over my

dick at climax, I filled them and then savoured the act of licking them clean

again, pretending the sperm was his. Quickly, I dressed and got myself ready for

work, leaving the mess in the bedroom to tidy up later that night.

She was back that evening, still wearing the dress, but something was obviously

wrong.Her mascara had run down her face and she ran past me into the now tidied

bedrom and collapsed sobbing on the bed.

I followed her in and asked "What's wrong? What happened? Tell me, I can help.",

almost wheedling in my tone. I so wanted my wife to be happy that it tore me up to see her

like this.

It took almost half an hour before she'd calmed down enough to tell me, and as

usual she gave no details or justifications. She just said "Dave's wife found

out and he won't see me anymore."

Actually hearing those words - the first spoken confirmation that she was having

an affair at all - were like an electric shock. We all knew about them sleeping

together and that I'd even taken part in it, but hearing it actually spoken

somehow crossed some sort of line and made it real. The past three months had

been a kind of surreal fantasy where I nodded, smiled and made polite

conversation whilst watching my wife being pleasured and loving another man.

I asked some questionsbut she refused to say more, just pushed me away as I

tried to comfort her, and curled into a fetal position on the bed. Her labia

were showing under the short dress so I gently pulled up the covers over her.

I withdrew and left her to grieve. I was sad too, not only did I like Dave and

felt I was losing a friend, but to see my wife so unhappy after the high of this

morning tore me up inside. At tea time, I took her some food and left it on the

bedside table with a glass of milk, perhaps subconsciously thinking that white

liquid drew us together. I didn't even know if she knew I was there, as she was

just lying in the same position and didn't acknowledge me. At bed time, I did my

usual chores and was met in the hallway by her. She walked into my arms and gave

me a massive hug, my hands enjoying the feeling of the lycra covering her lower

back. Standing back within my embrace, she looked up, with black streaks down

both cheeks, and said, "I love you. Thank you." and kissed me softly on the