Over the past few years my husband has encouraged me to explore pleasure beyond the bounds of our marriage. He is a loving husband who pleasures me in many ways. However he has not been able to engage in intercourse for those years. I love him and would never leave him, but I do long for the feeling of having a man inside me. I am curious and have begun to notice other men however I worry that I am too old for men to be interested in me. I hesitate to go further but my hunger continues to grow particularly for black cock. Any thoughts or advice?