Humiliation junkie

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I'm a white male looking for a woman who is strictly interested in black men but would consider verbally humiliating me for $$$$.

About me:

IR porn addicted impotent loser here. I can only cum from watching interracial porn, preferred method is by dressing up and riding my floor dildo, working my prostate like a drum down on to my thick black rubber, cumming hands free.

I like to dress up in pink and girly attire, ballerina, stewardess outfit with stewardess cap, fairy with wings, Tinkerbell outfit, maid outfit, pink wig, thigh high striped socks, crotchless panties and garters that let my clitty dangle out freely, various skirts, marijuana leaf booty shorts, and a Jamaican flag bikini.

(Everything to follow is strictly fantasy, but these are my sexual turn ons)
My dream would be to have an incredibly intelligent wife that transforms from being a prim and proper, studious, indie music loving, book reading, socially capable and beautiful and caring, to a black cock only devotee, wearing long painted ghetto nails, hoop earrings, listening to rap, fucks black thug types only, views me as a walking ATM machine that can finance her dates, pay for her hotel rooms, buy her black boyfriends new clothes, and then get the fuck out of her way. I would cum hands free just from her verbally degrading me while she gets satisfied.

I honestly think that the hottest thing in the world would be to have a white wife that I worship and am love lorn over and devoted to romantically,
And for her to be used, fucked, discarded by hung jet black thug types
Would be thrilled to hear her make fun of how badly I fuck to her boyfriends and friends and laugh at how little her husband's stupid white dicklet is.
We'd film amateur IR porn featuring me stroking and my little disappointment prominently on display.
She'd talk dirty to me and the videos would show her getting absolutely worked over, dicked down and bred by black bodies and visibly delighted to be a sex toy for them.

If I ever have a wife that's a teacher, I would like to know that she is an inner city teacher, letting her handsomest male pupil get straight A's for zero effort, acting like a nervous schoolgirl around him in class, being his bitch after school, blowing him in his car in the parking lot, and having him text pictures to all of his friends, publicly exposed and fired amidst scandal,
Humiliating me and leaving me without a second thought to go off and be his baby making white whore, milking his cock dry into her mouth and cunt and bragging on social media about what an absolute whore she is.
Or I thrill to fantasies of my wife sharing our marital bed with a revolving door of young arrogant jet black thug types.
I'd have my own separate place to sleep, a beautiful, very sissy girly-girl bedroom. The decor would be baby pink, pink wallpaper adorned with flowers and Disney princesses, and a lovely dressing table with mirrors. A double bed with a Barbie quilt and pretty pink satin frilly pillows, and a large mirrored wardrobe.
I'd watch my wife, jerking, serving, filming,
I'd like to be allowed to go to a cuck club with her, she mingles with black Kings while I'm dressed in a tiny pink t-shirt that clings to my flat chest and ends above my midriff which is pierced with a Hello Kitty stud. I wear no pants and let my shaved inadequate genitals be viewable for all -- now even smaller and more miniscule due to poppers and ******* and estrogen cream. My dangling clitty feels cold from lack of ******* flow and greasy as it is lubed and saliva soaked. I'm suckling on a pacifier.
Along with my pink t-shirt I wear matching pink heels, pink nail polish, thick layer of makeup, pink lips, fake eyelashes and big blue eyes, I have a sissy anklet on my right ankle with small pink hearts on it.
I'd mince, strut and be the perfect little fairy.
Talk in a stereotypical gay lisp, limp-wristed, overly apologetic and low confidence, visibly defeated but sweet and harmless as she introduces me to other cuckold couples as a pussy-free white dicked loser who couldn't ever fuck and is now being cucked by a wife that is black only.
I listen to her brag that since she is no longer attracted to white males, about how other members of our family only date black guys, and that since I'm obsessed with black dick, how we truly are a black owned family.
Have her French kissing black mouths, putting her face up to their abs and inhaling lustfully, looking over at me from time to time, only for her to think how she can't believe what a bitch she married, as I wiggle my way around, shake my clit for the amusement of the other cucks present, who are all being ignored by their wives who are fawning over the yummy black bulls present.
Have BBC cum on her wedding ring, have her slip it off her finger and place it around my little cocklet while everybody laughs.
I'd only get to fuck her if she puts numbing cream and two condoms on me,
She'd tell the spectators that she can't even feel me.
I'd just uselessly hump away as she speaks words of encouragement to me.
"Come on, baby. Come on and squirt that useless load. Come on, hun."
If she called me a fucking loser while I humped her like that in front of other people... That'd be heaven
"Come on, you white dicked loser, I want you to cum."
Afterwards, with my lil soft dangling appendage between her two fingers, she'd pinch it. Pinch it while I yelp and girlishly howl in pain and a few other sadistic white wives in the room unleash a torrent of verbal abuse on me, their cucks stroking as they watch my clit get pinched and pulled.
It's useless anyway. Completely impotent unless I'm watching a really good BBC video working a hot white puss
I fantasize about falling in love with the dressing up aspect, losing control. Becoming helpless to my addiction with the white impotent cuckold humiliation, just like I became addicted to interracial porn.
Beg my wife to let me get big bimbo tits. White boy skin on my chest all stretched out and obsene fake mammaries on my chest like badges of femininity. I could just prance and mince and be so good and bubbly as a bimbo with my big tits and dangling diamond earrings and just be glam and perfectly sweet for her and just let her make a joke out of me for her amusement and for my sexual gratification.

I love finding sph videos where the woman calls it a babydick or calls me a loser.
Ones where the woman strokes her fingers and talks to the cuck like a mom would to a baby. It's demeaning but not hateful
It's like she's just dealing with the white husband's stupid little babydick's release like she would clean up a mess that a baby made or rub a stain out of her kid's shirt. Just like it's a responsibility to her family, in this case, her husband. Workmanlike and not at all aroused by this act of kindness for the white cuck hubby, she does it because she is kind and I pays the bills.
I'd love to have a milking table in my pink girly room downstairs, where I could lay with my legs back and ankles strapped behind my head, laying like I'm on one of those diaper changing tables, and have my wife come in and attend to me, just put on a latex glove and rub my disappointment between her thumb and forefinger whilst telling me about her date upstairs in our marital bed that has a cock that makes her toes curl and that she is going back upstairs to ride on while I'm laying down there obscenely displayed, noisily suckling on a black dildo that she lodges down my throat, and stroking myself as I listen to her fucking upstairs.
She'd make sure that I stay out of her way by emasculating me, keeping us married but making me a slave to her, pay for all her needs and her dates' meals, boyfriends' clothes, etc.
I'd be a slave to my lust and always be fantasizing about transforming into a bubble gum brained bimbo, a dumb faggot slut that can't get my too small clothing to fit my hips and thighs and big ass right.
I want to spill out of it. Big fat pale ass built up and fed by hormones. Afterthought of a little pink penis,
drip, drip, dripping like a leaky faucet.

I want my wife to watch me with a mixture of revulsion, amusement, and a slightly incredulous expression on her face, as I ride black pole. It turns her on to see a black king abuse, bully, dominate or use her white wimp husband. My clitty will start twitching as our fine ebony stud is spraying my insides with cum, sperm, making black babies in my tummy... I'll smile at her as she watches me ride like a whore And, as I feel cum flooding my guts, feel the throbbing monster snake massage my young, swollen prostate with each spurt, I'll spurt too and squirt and squeeze and pop off in relief and all over myself.

I'd also like to share my extreme fantasy. Just goes to show you how worthless I feel. Not exactly healthy, but. I get off imagining black hands around my throat and getting my throat squeezed until I pass out. My eyes go wide as I get choked out by my lover.
Finally I pass out and my lover releases my body to fall limply to the floor.
My head makes a violent sound as it hits the hard wood floor.
My hot thug Lord aims his dark chocolate stick at where I am lying on the floor and proceeds to shoot a stream of piss onto my ******* body.
My wife goes up and starts to kiss him, ignoring the ******* tranny husband joke covered in rank piss on the floor.
I also fantasize about my wife leaving me for black cock, very publicly and cruelly, and me being embarrassed beyond belief, struggling alone and with an ex wife that could not give less of a ******* about the white sexual zero of an ex husband. I'd grow ever more depressed, finally moving to San Francisco to live as a gay slut and finally transitioning, coming out as a woman to the approval of my ex wife.
Ending up as a newly single transexual, hooked on degrading and humiliating thoughts of what happened to me and to my wife, thrilling to the fact that a lust for black dick and IR sex led to the utter devastation of a white family, turned the white male into a joke, resulted in my *******'s having two mommies and them definitely calling other (black) men Daddy, and my wife getting black bred as she divorces me.
I become the laughing stock of the entire neighborhood, but I finally am happy as a full-time shemale, getting routinely fucked and turned into a happy tranny that can feel good about sex!
In some cheap apartment,
Eyes rolling in the back of my head as I am on all fours getting my ******* shoved in by a fat black slab of dark python exxtra thick-sized grade A choice cut meat. Finally getting to regularly feel that chocolate pole in my tight insides and filling me up, stretching me wide.
As I'm fucked, I'm always thinking about how much I enjoy knowing that my ex wife who once loved and appreciated me, is now a good slut for strong black alphas, white males do nothing for her sexually, and she is still in our marital bed, mostly getting fucked just like I am.
I'd groan, "Gawd, I'm so pathetic.." as I'd dribble my load uselessly on the bedsheets while thinking about how much better and incredible that first BBC must have felt for my ex wife, the first time she ever cheated on me, and how little she probably thought of me while she was being converted into a black cock loving whore.
I think of her female friends all dating only black guys and her expressing to them how embarrassed she is that she ever wasted so much time with "a white boy".
I cum whenever I think of my white wife getting orgasms on black pole, weak in the knees for black men, actively disliking sex with white males or having to deal with them in general, and her being in utter disbelief about how much better black men are sexually than the white wimp ex husband that she wasted so many years with
 
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I'm a white male looking for a woman who is strictly interested in black men but would consider verbally humiliating me for $$$$.

About me:

IR porn addicted impotent loser here. I can only cum from watching interracial porn, preferred method is by dressing up and riding my floor dildo, working my prostate like a drum down on to my thick black rubber, cumming hands free.

I like to dress up in pink and girly attire, ballerina, stewardess outfit with stewardess cap, fairy with wings, Tinkerbell outfit, maid outfit, pink wig, thigh high striped socks, crotchless panties and garters that let my clitty dangle out freely, various skirts, marijuana leaf booty shorts, and a Jamaican flag bikini.

(Everything to follow is strictly fantasy, but these are my sexual turn ons)
My dream would be to have an incredibly intelligent wife that transforms from being a prim and proper, studious, indie music loving, book reading, socially capable and beautiful and caring, to a black cock only devotee, wearing long painted ghetto nails, hoop earrings, listening to rap, fucks black thug types only, views me as a walking ATM machine that can finance her dates, pay for her hotel rooms, buy her black boyfriends new clothes, and then get the fuck out of her way. I would cum hands free just from her verbally degrading me while she gets satisfied.

I honestly think that the hottest thing in the world would be to have a white wife that I worship and am love lorn over and devoted to romantically,
And for her to be used, fucked, discarded by hung jet black thug types
Would be thrilled to hear her make fun of how badly I fuck to her boyfriends and friends and laugh at how little her husband's stupid white dicklet is.
We'd film amateur IR porn featuring me stroking and my little disappointment prominently on display.
She'd talk dirty to me and the videos would show her getting absolutely worked over, dicked down and bred by black bodies and visibly delighted to be a sex toy for them.

If I ever have a wife that's a teacher, I would like to know that she is an inner city teacher, letting her handsomest male pupil get straight A's for zero effort, acting like a nervous schoolgirl around him in class, being his bitch after school, blowing him in his car in the parking lot, and having him text pictures to all of his friends, publicly exposed and fired amidst scandal,
Humiliating me and leaving me without a second thought to go off and be his baby making white whore, milking his cock dry into her mouth and cunt and bragging on social media about what an absolute whore she is.
Or I thrill to fantasies of my wife sharing our marital bed with a revolving door of young arrogant jet black thug types.
I'd have my own separate place to sleep, a beautiful, very sissy girly-girl bedroom. The decor would be baby pink, pink wallpaper adorned with flowers and Disney princesses, and a lovely dressing table with mirrors. A double bed with a Barbie quilt and pretty pink satin frilly pillows, and a large mirrored wardrobe.
I'd watch my wife, jerking, serving, filming,
I'd like to be allowed to go to a cuck club with her, she mingles with black Kings while I'm dressed in a tiny pink t-shirt that clings to my flat chest and ends above my midriff which is pierced with a Hello Kitty stud. I wear no pants and let my shaved inadequate genitals be viewable for all -- now even smaller and more miniscule due to poppers and ******* and estrogen cream. My dangling clitty feels cold from lack of ******* flow and greasy as it is lubed and saliva soaked. I'm suckling on a pacifier.
Along with my pink t-shirt I wear matching pink heels, pink nail polish, thick layer of makeup, pink lips, fake eyelashes and big blue eyes, I have a sissy anklet on my right ankle with small pink hearts on it.
I'd mince, strut and be the perfect little fairy.
Talk in a stereotypical gay lisp, limp-wristed, overly apologetic and low confidence, visibly defeated but sweet and harmless as she introduces me to other cuckold couples as a pussy-free white dicked loser who couldn't ever fuck and is now being cucked by a wife that is black only.
I listen to her brag that since she is no longer attracted to white males, about how other members of our family only date black guys, and that since I'm obsessed with black dick, how we truly are a black owned family.
Have her French kissing black mouths, putting her face up to their abs and inhaling lustfully, looking over at me from time to time, only for her to think how she can't believe what a bitch she married, as I wiggle my way around, shake my clit for the amusement of the other cucks present, who are all being ignored by their wives who are fawning over the yummy black bulls present.
Have BBC cum on her wedding ring, have her slip it off her finger and place it around my little cocklet while everybody laughs.
I'd only get to fuck her if she puts numbing cream and two condoms on me,
She'd tell the spectators that she can't even feel me.
I'd just uselessly hump away as she speaks words of encouragement to me.
"Come on, baby. Come on and squirt that useless load. Come on, hun."
If she called me a fucking loser while I humped her like that in front of other people... That'd be heaven
"Come on, you white dicked loser, I want you to cum."
Afterwards, with my lil soft dangling appendage between her two fingers, she'd pinch it. Pinch it while I yelp and girlishly howl in pain and a few other sadistic white wives in the room unleash a torrent of verbal abuse on me, their cucks stroking as they watch my clit get pinched and pulled.
It's useless anyway. Completely impotent unless I'm watching a really good BBC video working a hot white puss
I fantasize about falling in love with the dressing up aspect, losing control. Becoming helpless to my addiction with the white impotent cuckold humiliation, just like I became addicted to interracial porn.
Beg my wife to let me get big bimbo tits. White boy skin on my chest all stretched out and obsene fake mammaries on my chest like badges of femininity. I could just prance and mince and be so good and bubbly as a bimbo with my big tits and dangling diamond earrings and just be glam and perfectly sweet for her and just let her make a joke out of me for her amusement and for my sexual gratification.

I love finding sph videos where the woman calls it a babydick or calls me a loser.
Ones where the woman strokes her fingers and talks to the cuck like a mom would to a baby. It's demeaning but not hateful
It's like she's just dealing with the white husband's stupid little babydick's release like she would clean up a mess that a baby made or rub a stain out of her kid's shirt. Just like it's a responsibility to her family, in this case, her husband. Workmanlike and not at all aroused by this act of kindness for the white cuck hubby, she does it because she is kind and I pays the bills.
I'd love to have a milking table in my pink girly room downstairs, where I could lay with my legs back and ankles strapped behind my head, laying like I'm on one of those diaper changing tables, and have my wife come in and attend to me, just put on a latex glove and rub my disappointment between her thumb and forefinger whilst telling me about her date upstairs in our marital bed that has a cock that makes her toes curl and that she is going back upstairs to ride on while I'm laying down there obscenely displayed, noisily suckling on a black dildo that she lodges down my throat, and stroking myself as I listen to her fucking upstairs.
She'd make sure that I stay out of her way by emasculating me, keeping us married but making me a slave to her, pay for all her needs and her dates' meals, boyfriends' clothes, etc.
I'd be a slave to my lust and always be fantasizing about transforming into a bubble gum brained bimbo, a dumb faggot slut that can't get my too small clothing to fit my hips and thighs and big ass right.
I want to spill out of it. Big fat pale ass built up and fed by hormones. Afterthought of a little pink penis,
drip, drip, dripping like a leaky faucet.

I want my wife to watch me with a mixture of revulsion, amusement, and a slightly incredulous expression on her face, as I ride black pole. It turns her on to see a black king abuse, bully, dominate or use her white wimp husband. My clitty will start twitching as our fine ebony stud is spraying my insides with cum, sperm, making black babies in my tummy... I'll smile at her as she watches me ride like a whore And, as I feel cum flooding my guts, feel the throbbing monster snake massage my young, swollen prostate with each spurt, I'll spurt too and squirt and squeeze and pop off in relief and all over myself.

I'd also like to share my extreme fantasy. Just goes to show you how worthless I feel. Not exactly healthy, but. I get off imagining black hands around my throat and getting my throat squeezed until I pass out. My eyes go wide as I get choked out by my lover.
Finally I pass out and my lover releases my body to fall limply to the floor.
My head makes a violent sound as it hits the hard wood floor.
My hot thug Lord aims his dark chocolate stick at where I am lying on the floor and proceeds to shoot a stream of piss onto my ******* body.
My wife goes up and starts to kiss him, ignoring the ******* tranny husband joke covered in rank piss on the floor.
I also fantasize about my wife leaving me for black cock, very publicly and cruelly, and me being embarrassed beyond belief, struggling alone and with an ex wife that could not give less of a ******* about the white sexual zero of an ex husband. I'd grow ever more depressed, finally moving to San Francisco to live as a gay slut and finally transitioning, coming out as a woman to the approval of my ex wife.
Ending up as a newly single transexual, hooked on degrading and humiliating thoughts of what happened to me and to my wife, thrilling to the fact that a lust for black dick and IR sex led to the utter devastation of a white family, turned the white male into a joke, resulted in my *******'s having two mommies and them definitely calling other (black) men Daddy, and my wife getting black bred as she divorces me.
I become the laughing stock of the entire neighborhood, but I finally am happy as a full-time shemale, getting routinely fucked and turned into a happy tranny that can feel good about sex!
In some cheap apartment,
Eyes rolling in the back of my head as I am on all fours getting my ******* shoved in by a fat black slab of dark python exxtra thick-sized grade A choice cut meat. Finally getting to regularly feel that chocolate pole in my tight insides and filling me up, stretching me wide.
As I'm fucked, I'm always thinking about how much I enjoy knowing that my ex wife who once loved and appreciated me, is now a good slut for strong black alphas, white males do nothing for her sexually, and she is still in our marital bed, mostly getting fucked just like I am.
I'd groan, "Gawd, I'm so pathetic.." as I'd dribble my load uselessly on the bedsheets while thinking about how much better and incredible that first BBC must have felt for my ex wife, the first time she ever cheated on me, and how little she probably thought of me while she was being converted into a black cock loving whore.
I think of her female friends all dating only black guys and her expressing to them how embarrassed she is that she ever wasted so much time with "a white boy".
I cum whenever I think of my white wife getting orgasms on black pole, weak in the knees for black men, actively disliking sex with white males or having to deal with them in general, and her being in utter disbelief about how much better black men are sexually than the white wimp ex husband that she wasted so many years with
 
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