I agree, when I started crossdressing in my teens, it was probably more experimentation although I had quite effeminate fearures and naturally hairless body, but as time went on woman just didn't find me attractive, I was told I was very pretty for a boy on many occassions. Plus I realised that men found me attractive even in everyday clothes. So when I started letting men see me in panties or fishnets or some other frilly outfit, I got addicted to the attention and how much someone finally sexually desired me, and so I just ran with it. Having men buy me gifts, outfits, heels for me to wear for them just made me feel a million dollars. I don't pull of that look at all in my mid 50's, but if I were to wear something even now, especially when i'm masturbating in front of the mirror, I still get that high, thinking back about how desirable I was in my youth, and how those gents couldn't get enough of me.
