aspiringcuck87
Male
Hey, i'm new here. I live in the south bay, california. I am 31 and no I am not married but I did try a few times to get my exgf onboard with the idea. We actually even attempted a few meetings but they were all unsuccesful for one reason or another. My main fantasy was to share her with a well endowed black man and have her completely explored/pleased. We broke up, so that's sadly a fantasy that won't be happening. I actually still fantasize about her, specifically, in those scenarios. I guess it was a very personal thing for me. Anyway, not to be depressing or anything, I feel kind of weird and always felt some sort of shame from my secret fantasies. She's the only person that knows. I figure I might as well embrace it somehow. So here I am.
