did things get out of hand for anyone here?

[curiouscat2]

the first time I watched cuckold porn is more than a decade ago. Since then I've been addicted to it, and then found this website and got introduced to the interracial/bbc stuff. Since then I don't think I've ever really jerked off to "regular sex" because I'm so addicted to this *******. On top of that I have a small dick and I have some sort of inferiority complex about it, and it's like a two edged sword. It makes me enjoy this addiction so much more but afterward when the lows kick in I really feel fucking miserable.

now it gets to the point where I haven't been able to date anyone for years. I ruined my previous relationship partially due to this skewed fetish and since then I haven't got the courage to really date anyone. I'm mentally reconfigured to be anxious and paranoid that whomever I date will just cheat on me with more sexually dominant guys. Right now I just really want to get back to the mental state I was before this addiction.

I don't really know what I'm trying to get with this post or what will it resolve, maybe it's just an impulsive heart-to-heart confession, but it would be nice if I can hear some of the stories from you guys. I feel like I can't live with myself like this

 

[jeff & christy]

Log off. One day at a time. When you stumble, start again.

 

[Davebull]

the first time I watched cuckold porn is more than a decade ago. Since then I've been addicted to it, and then found this website and got introduced to the interracial/bbc stuff. Since then I don't think I've ever really jerked off to "regular sex" because I'm so addicted to this *******. On top of that I have a small dick and I have some sort of inferiority complex about it, and it's like a two edged sword. It makes me enjoy this addiction so much more but afterward when the lows kick in I really feel fucking miserable.

now it gets to the point where I haven't been able to date anyone for years. I ruined my previous relationship partially due to this skewed fetish and since then I haven't got the courage to really date anyone. I'm mentally reconfigured to be anxious and paranoid that whomever I date will just cheat on me with more sexually dominant guys. Right now I just really want to get back to the mental state I was before this addiction.

I don't really know what I'm trying to get with this post or what will it resolve, maybe it's just an impulsive heart-to-heart confession, but it would be nice if I can hear some of the stories from you guys. I feel like I can't live with myself like this

Penis size doesn't matter in the real word. There's no reason to have an inferiority complex because of it.

 

[just_jenna]

I think you need to log off on all social media, and get out into the real world. Sounds like you're stuck in fantasy. Penis size only matters when you allow it to consume who you are as a person.

 

[OleMissQoScple]

Penis size doesn't matter in the real word. There's no reason to have an inferiority complex because of it.

100% agree, I'm average and I'm fully capable of making my wife feel good, sometimes she just wants to feel something different, bigger doesn't mean better.
She does enjoy the feeling of being filled fully and a little stretching, which I can't do but that's ok...
That's why we enjoy variety

 

[KingRex]

Dude there are plenty of cucks on here living happily. And there are plenty of women who would be happily partnered with a cuck with semi decent social skills, and a career. If you admit to yourself what you are and don’t try to hide it from potential partners, you’ll be in a much better place.

Your girl can’t cheat on you if you’ve given her permission to let bulls like me handle her physical needs. And the vast majority of bulls won’t try to take her from you so you’ll be fine

 

[Cuckcowboy]

the first time I watched cuckold porn is more than a decade ago. Since then I've been addicted to it, and then found this website and got introduced to the interracial/bbc stuff. Since then I don't think I've ever really jerked off to "regular sex" because I'm so addicted to this *******. On top of that I have a small dick and I have some sort of inferiority complex about it, and it's like a two edged sword. It makes me enjoy this addiction so much more but afterward when the lows kick in I really feel fucking miserable.

now it gets to the point where I haven't been able to date anyone for years. I ruined my previous relationship partially due to this skewed fetish and since then I haven't got the courage to really date anyone. I'm mentally reconfigured to be anxious and paranoid that whomever I date will just cheat on me with more sexually dominant guys. Right now I just really want to get back to the mental state I was before this addiction.

I don't really know what I'm trying to get with this post or what will it resolve, maybe it's just an impulsive heart-to-heart confession, but it would be nice if I can hear some of the stories from you guys. I feel like I can't live with myself like this

I can relate to what you're saying. Most women I've dated seriously in the past 20 years have all had some attraction to BBC.
I learned to accept it even if it was just flirting or actually involvement buy its definitely changed my mentality.
I'm not well endowed either and it does matter. They enjoy at least 7 inches or bigger. Also I just feel like I'm past my prime and not really able to deliver on a physical level anymore. I say you need to detox tho from all social media and go fap free for awhile. Just to reset your entire system. I've done that at times and it helps everything.
Try no fap for a month and no media at all.