I had bought a cb2000 back when they 1st came out, before I met Lea, to replace the modified(for my smaller size soft)gates of hell I used with the pony rig. But never used it in other play cause it hurt like hell when I'd start to erect, especially being leashed & led by it at play parties & events. Never saw any male pony sport more than a half wood, including myself, while harnessed, but the feel/effect in harness was erotic. When I moved to FL, she insisted on seeing all of my gear, so she knew I had it. Being cut off happened in stages for me. She started using noticibly larger(advanced to huge) dildoes and being far more vocal when using them than when having me inside her; then "sweetheart are you in yet? aww its ok" Then came more hj's & bj's than penetration and the start of cummy kisses & cleaning it from her. Combined with my excessive wanking, my ability to perform droppped. Then the talk about not right to use her as just a masterbation vehicle. Once I agreed to be locked for my own good, it was over. She'd known from the start that I was sexually sub, still she played it masterfully...she plays the long game. Once you accept the pussy's off limits and not even allowed to ask, the desire I'd had to be in her was transferred to just licking and sometimes begging to just smell her. Amazing how being cut off makes you want to just be that much closer. Did anyone else here find that being cut-off increased your desire to just be allowed to smell it by like a factor of 10? Easy? no, but now it seems like it happened so fast, though it did'nt...and replaced with other training & conditioning.
Rob