Cut off?

I've been pussy-free for just over 20 months. It wasn't easy at first, but eventually you forget how a pussy feels, and it gets easier. A few months ago, I stumbled into some cuckold porn, and I was actually shocked to see the wife being fucked by her Black bull who is very well endowed, while her hubby took video and was verbally teased about his lack of size. It just didn't occur to me any longer that women would use a cock for sex. I'm hand-jobs only, meaning no blow jobs, no jacking off, and my penis never gets inside of anything female except hands, After almost 2 years pussy-free, the idea of using my little penis for fucking has been erased from my head, so much so that I don't even think about it at all.
I've now cut hubby off completely. The first few months I was not meeting any bulls as I was testing his resolve. Its was very hard but then I started reading more on the lifestyle and decided he was going to be put in a chastity belt. That now stops his erections so he can't jerk off. I want his constantly on edge. Now it's several months into his denial and I've now hooked up with several bulls. Our sex life is wonderful J xoxoxo
 
after your locked it gets very easy
I had bought a cb2000 back when they 1st came out, before I met Lea, to replace the modified(for my smaller size soft)gates of hell I used with the pony rig. But never used it in other play cause it hurt like hell when I'd start to erect, especially being leashed & led by it at play parties & events. Never saw any male pony sport more than a half wood, including myself, while harnessed, but the feel/effect in harness was erotic. When I moved to FL, she insisted on seeing all of my gear, so she knew I had it. Being cut off happened in stages for me. She started using noticibly larger(advanced to huge) dildoes and being far more vocal when using them than when having me inside her; then "sweetheart are you in yet? aww its ok" Then came more hj's & bj's than penetration and the start of cummy kisses & cleaning it from her. Combined with my excessive wanking, my ability to perform droppped. Then the talk about not right to use her as just a masterbation vehicle. Once I agreed to be locked for my own good, it was over. She'd known from the start that I was sexually sub, still she played it masterfully...she plays the long game. Once you accept the pussy's off limits and not even allowed to ask, the desire I'd had to be in her was transferred to just licking and sometimes begging to just smell her. Amazing how being cut off makes you want to just be that much closer. Did anyone else here find that being cut-off increased your desire to just be allowed to smell it by like a factor of 10? Easy? no, but now it seems like it happened so fast, though it did'nt...and replaced with other training & conditioning.

Rob
 
I had bought a cb2000 back when they 1st came out, before I met Lea, to replace the modified(for my smaller size soft)gates of hell I used with the pony rig. But never used it in other play cause it hurt like hell when I'd start to erect, especially being leashed & led by it at play parties & events. Never saw any male pony sport more than a half wood, including myself, while harnessed, but the feel/effect in harness was erotic. When I moved to FL, she insisted on seeing all of my gear, so she knew I had it. Being cut off happened in stages for me. She started using noticibly larger(advanced to huge) dildoes and being far more vocal when using them than when having me inside her; then "sweetheart are you in yet? aww its ok" Then came more hj's & bj's than penetration and the start of cummy kisses & cleaning it from her. Combined with my excessive wanking, my ability to perform droppped. Then the talk about not right to use her as just a masterbation vehicle. Once I agreed to be locked for my own good, it was over. She'd known from the start that I was sexually sub, still she played it masterfully...she plays the long game. Once you accept the pussy's off limits and not even allowed to ask, the desire I'd had to be in her was transferred to just licking and sometimes begging to just smell her. Amazing how being cut off makes you want to just be that much closer. Did anyone else here find that being cut-off increased your desire to just be allowed to smell it by like a factor of 10? Easy? no, but now it seems like it happened so fast, though it did'nt...and replaced with other training & conditioning.

Rob
Rob yes that has been my experience to. I get to lick her pussy on occasion (i always loved doing this to her) and squeeze her nipples whilst doing it but I have not tasted her for a while now and she has stopped me touching her breasts. She still dresses skimpy. I am basically allowed to look but no longer touch. So being physically close to her is what amounts to intercourse for me right now. She still masturbates in front of me so I love the smell and sounds.
Mike
 
I cut my husband off in October 2014. I was getting ready to go on business trip to New Orleans and my new boyfriend was also attending. The night before I left for the trip I played with my pussy while hubby jacked off and I told him during that it was no longer his pussy. That it belong to my new friend. Being the good cuckold he is he agreed. (Like he had a choice). He now masturbates to IR cuckold porn and pics and videos of me. Even though I am not with anyone right now I am saving it for the next boyfriend. He says he wants me to find another lover so I can enjoy myself and he will endure not getting any pussy. Great to be me.
 
I cut my husband off in October 2014. I was getting ready to go on business trip to New Orleans and my new boyfriend was also attending. The night before I left for the trip I played with my pussy while hubby jacked off and I told him during that it was no longer his pussy. That it belong to my new friend. Being the good cuckold he is he agreed. (Like he had a choice). He now masturbates to IR cuckold porn and pics and videos of me. Even though I am not with anyone right now I am saving it for the next boyfriend. He says he wants me to find another lover so I can enjoy myself and he will endure not getting any pussy. Great to be me.
Good work Sara!

Lea
 
Rob yes that has been my experience to. I get to lick her pussy on occasion (i always loved doing this to her) and squeeze her nipples whilst doing it but I have not tasted her for a while now and she has stopped me touching her breasts. She still dresses skimpy. I am basically allowed to look but no longer touch. So being physically close to her is what amounts to intercourse for me right now. She still masturbates in front of me so I love the smell and sounds.
Mike
. Still "miles". ( And years) to go with this
 
I cut my husband off in October 2014. I was getting ready to go on business trip to New Orleans and my new boyfriend was also attending. The night before I left for the trip I played with my pussy while hubby jacked off and I told him during that it was no longer his pussy. That it belong to my new friend. Being the good cuckold he is he agreed. (Like he had a choice). He now masturbates to IR cuckold porn and pics and videos of me. Even though I am not with anyone right now I am saving it for the next boyfriend. He says he wants me to find another lover so I can enjoy myself and he will endure not getting any pussy. Great to be me.
. More to go for him as a Beta Sub beyond just cut off.
 
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