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mw29

mw29

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Wannbe white cuckold husband living in NJ.. Ever since I started fantasizing about my white wife and this lifestyle I no longer find myself looking at my wife or other white women with lust to have sex with myself, I can only picture them sexually with a black man, also when I am just jerking off to porn (interracial only of course) to cum, I find myself edging and doing this daily for a few weeks at a time. Whenever I can't do it any longer and have to cum, I always make sure I kneel naked and cum never any other way, feel it shows me accepting this as normal in some sort of way in my mind. Can anyone relate in anyway at all?understand this? I also as of late been wanting to wear thigh high stockings,not sure why, as I j/o but haven't as of yet.
 
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mw29 said:
Wannbe white cuckold husband here in NJ.. Ever since I started fantasizing about my white wife and this lifestyle I no longer find myself just jerking off to porn (interracial only of course) to cum, but find myself edging and doing this daily for a few weeks at a time. Whenever I can't do it any longer and have to cum, I always make sure I kneel naked and cum never any other way, feel it shows me accepting this in some sort of way in my mind. Can anyone relate in anyway at all?
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Literally edging now. Definitely can relate and I'm from nj also.
 
mw29 said:
Wannbe white cuckold husband here in NJ.. Ever since I started fantasizing about my white wife and this lifestyle I no longer find myself just jerking off to porn (interracial only of course) to cum, but find myself edging and doing this daily for a few weeks at a time. Whenever I can't do it any longer and have to cum, I always make sure I kneel naked and cum never any other way, feel it shows me accepting this in some sort of way in my mind. Can anyone relate in anyway at all?
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Yes, you are normally. Did you start to always swallow that cum too? Or smear it onto you face?
 
wit said:
Start. That’ll make it more intense too. Worn any of her panties yet? Or bought a cockcage yet…
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No I haven't, but did buy a pair of thigh high stockings wanted towear them next time i kneel and jo at work in bathroom stall but got nervous threw them away
 
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mw29 said:
No I haven't, but did buy a pair of thigh high stockings wanted towear them next time i kneel and jo at work in bathroom stall but got nervous threw them away
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That’s too bad. Wear them beneath long underwear base layers. Panties too though. Pink and frilly are good to start with…
 
Yes!! Absolutely my friend. I only think about men now. In fact: I am so addicted to men; that I only look at pictures of their cocks when I masturbate. And I imagine me: on my knees, and draining their pipes. To get myself to shoot a heavy, heavy, heavy load to say the least - I say things out loud - no matter how derogatory they may seem at the time because nobody else is in the room and is becoming the victim of the abuse. So this makes me feel like I’m actually in the real scenario because in the real scenario: it’s a very derogatory act. It’s a very, very sadistic act indeed.
 
mw29 said:
Never thought if it you mean not touch yourself at all while watching porn?
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Yes, it’s not easy, and like I’ve said I’ve only been able to do it once. I was so horney and had actually stopped watching porn and was just fantasizing. I came while soft and not even touching myself. It was more like a ruined orgasm, and I just started leaking a lot of cum. I started shaking after it was so intense. I was younger then but still in my 40’s.
 
mw29 said:
Wannbe white cuckold husband here in NJ.. Ever since I started fantasizing about my white wife and this lifestyle I no longer find myself just jerking off to porn (interracial only of course) to cum, but find myself edging and doing this daily for a few weeks at a time. Whenever I can't do it any longer and have to cum, I always make sure I kneel naked and cum never any other way, feel it shows me accepting this as normal in some sort of way in my mind. Can anyone relate in anyway at all?
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I only masturbate to interracial or lesbian porn never a white man involved
 
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