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I don't get why men like it so much, I hate it when I do, makes me feel self conscious and I'm not normally a self conscious person in the least when it comes to sex, so it's really conflicting when I do! But sometimes I just can hold on and the inevitable happens and I squirt and it totally kills the mood for me and just want the sex to end.

I blame it on a bad experience.