I don't know about a damaged ego per se. I don't feel suicidal and I certainly believe I'm a worthy human being deserving of love and respect.
But.... I definitely agree that there is a strong masochistic component to interracial cuckoldry. At least for me.
Personally, I'm into interracial sex because I believe (on maybe a subconscious level) that black men are better lovers than white boys like me. They have bigger dicks, a more dominating personality, the benefit of being "exotic" or "taboo" or whatever.
(Don't get me wrong, I'm not clueless. I understand that some white men are better hung than black guys and that some white women prefer white men, etc.
I'm just saying that's how I feel.)
So in my (perhaps perverted) mind, when I see a strong virile black man
mastering the beautiful nubile body of a white woman, I feel a very intense erotic humiliation that
just feels right. It feels good and pure and natural.
In fact, it's like this: in my feverish, humiliated mind, I see the black man as a conqueror who is exercising a justly won "right" to fuck and dominate the women of a white race he is conquering. And it's a beautiful conquest and we white boys don't get to say "no" to.
(And again don't get me wrong; I'm not crazy. I'm not saying that black men have a right to ******* white ladies in real life, just how I feel.)
That's why I like the Black New World Order as a sexual fantasy. For me, just imagining living in a society that explicitly emasculates and humiliates white boys by making white women the sexual "property" of black men is just
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