I have not been turned into a sissy, because I personally believe in female supremacy and any femininity displayed by males is a type of sacrilege.
However, I do now crave BBC. I want to jerk it off, suck it, and swallow all the cum. But it is not a display of femininity. It is a display of my inferiority and humbleness as I pleasure the superior black man. This is the result of watching IR porn and realizing just how inferior I am. I see the pleasure on the black man's face as women suck his cock and I want to contribute in that capacity also.
I now believe that all white men should be in chastity and that sex should be enjoyed by women and black men.