UK Cuck Looking for Black Only Partner

Loving, kind and caring UK white male in his early 40s looking for a white/Asian female who likes big black males. Sexually I'm a total cuck but I'm also a genuine guy who wants to care and love a girl just as any 'normal' mainstream monogamous guy does, if not more so.
Attractive and well-educated UK white male looking for my miss right. That would be a white female who like big black men but may also want an intimate, caring and loving relationship with a white male.