The moment I knew I was a cuckold and that I desired a girlfriend/wife who preferred bbc was back in college. One night at a dorm room party, I saw my girlfriend, a petite dance minor, sitting on the lap and talking/flirting with a friend of mine who was a big black guy from Bermuda. At the time, I thought what I was feeling was jealousy. Fast forward over 20 years and I began to learn about cuckolding and women who prefer black men, and it hit me! I remember back to this time as the start of it all. She broke up with me after college and married a white friend of mine, so unless she's cheated on him, I don't think she ever experienced that for herself. I suppose it's wrong of me, but if she ever divorced him, I'd try to reconnect with her and see if I could finally make that happen all these years later.
The Moment I Knew
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I knew when I was watching a porno with my wife and then an interracial scene came on. My wife wanted to skip it because she wasn't attracted to black guys but I always secretly liked interracial porn better, so I asked her if we could watch it. She looked at me confused but agreed. When the black guys huge penis flopped out my wife gasped and she said "oh my God, I didn't know penises could get so big". I felt a rush of emotions, jealousy (she didn't gasp when she saw my cock), but really turned on, angry that she seemed to like it this much, but I wanted to continue watching it with her, sad that she was as wet as she was, but I wanted to see her like that again. I ordered a big black dildo and when it arrived I told her I had a surprise for her. I put on her sleeping on her and took out the dildo. I licked her pussy and sucked her tits to get her started, then I lubbed the big black dildo and slid it inside her tight pink pussy. She gasped and asked "what is that"? I pulled off her sleeping mask and she looked down then looked at me with a shocked expression. I started pumping it in and out, and asked her if she likes how that feels. She yells yes and then grabs my shoulder and starts shaking and screaming. She had one of the best orgasms in her life and it only took about a minute of penetration. I've never made her cum on my dick like that before. Her pussy was wetter than I've ever seen it. She grabbed my cock and said "this must've turned you on. You're leaking cum". There was so much precum it looked like I prematurely ejaculated. I fucked her pussy and lasted about 30 seconds before I came. That's when I knew I wanted to be a cuckold.
did anything more happen after that?
Wow that's
Miss BNot yet but we came close last year at a swinger club. She picked out a black stud but as we were walking to strike up a conversation she chickened out. It's ok, I'm just happy that she went. Next time we go I have a feeling it's going to happen. For now though we just play with toys and fantasize.
That's a huge move in the positive direction. A swinger's club is a big difference compared to a regular club/bar. The fact she went indicates she's at least open to exploring the idea. It's difficult for us because we are so intense in our desire for it that we can often negatively impact that by being too over the top.
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