Sexless white guy

Literally never had unpaid sex with a white woman. Decent looking especially at my current age of 46 business owner and on par with the blacks as far as being hung. It makes me extremely resentful and set me up for a very uncomfortable mix of emotions from this site To explain more I think what I developed was like a stockholme syndrome of sorts where I identified with my target of frustration and even mythologized them. After all if it were so difficult for me to find one they must be pretty valuable right. And then to find out that after all this rejection it wasn’t a result Of the girls being chaste. It was just clearly they weren’t into me. Admittedly the times have changed as well so I’m comparing apples and oranges in some sense. Like growing up in the 90s I could not have imagine so many girls being on sugar daddy sites. There are in fact to my understanding even more sexless white males. I’m not sure if this exists for the black men given their relative short supply due to mass incarceration ECT. As well as their generally confident and masculine outgoing attitudes. Line shyness isn’t a problem for blacks right I have wasted tens of thousand of dollars over the years on ******* who have not been nearly as pretty as some fo the pics I’ve seen on here. Does it dawn on any of the black men on the site and I don’t know whether to call this privilege thst given the amount of white men wantonf to see their wives or girlfriends plowed by a black guy you can at any time go online and meet a gorgeous low mileage girl some of whom would never be available to most men period otherwise. The fact of being in a relationship alone limits the supply of potential females. And you get to not only have unpaid sex with her. But unprotected porn type sex of every kind with her without the usual trade off of the male responsibilities that a relationship would carry
 
And lastly any sympathetic and charitable advice on how I could finally obtain a girlfriend. Is there an affirmative action of any kind for a token white bull given my size
 
To just think of i had just met a decent nice girl I would probably have never even stumbled upon this site which has drained so much of my dopamine and testosterone would have all the money wasted on providers and been physically mentallly and spiritually healthier
 
Consider traveling outside of the U.S. There is no utopia, but you might get a very different
reaction in Asia or Central/South America.
 
Thank you for that brother if you’ll notice my phraseology at the beginning of my post never had unpaid sex with a white woman. You are certainly correct in that I lost my non ****** virginity to a nice Japanese girl. I know it would he a completely different world even in Eastern Europe but unfortunately have always had my idealistic romantic fantasies about white women.
 
And unfortunately particularly american white wimen I’ve always wanted a girl that has a similar cultural reference like who watched the same cartoons as I have growing up
 
That’s a good question. I am very very conflicted about it. To me I’m not naive like a lot of guys or willfully naive. I know very well the potential dangers I could be putting her in. At the same time it’s infedibly hot of course. I myself am no angel but I know my own limits of degeneracy. With this id he sending her something I may not be able to control. Especially am ongoing thing. I could just imagine how bad I would feel if she were traumatize emotionally or had internal injuries or std
 
Once that pandora box is open and she has crossed that line the road to gangbamg anal ECT is idcitable. It’s just mind boggling growing up in the 90s women even street ****** would not do some of the things your girl next door is. She’s just not equipped to handle herself in that environment now I know I’m generalizing but let’s face it. The whome allure of this is the dominating aspect to it which is insanely hot but in reality I could imagine the trauma I missed the whole hook up cultire so maybe I’m making too big of a deal about it
 
At the same time the seed has been planted in my mind but at some point I say it’s ridiculous to even think about it you have to crawl before you can walk I should start with just getting a girl. And I figure only if a girl is really really madly in love with you and or dependent upon you can you pimp her out
 
I did pay an ******* once to do a show with a big black guy I paid a lot of money he attempted anal with her at some point and she Lunged forward in agony and both me and the bull had a reflexive response to protect her. He turned out to he a really considerate and nice guy but totally thugges out. I felt a little had for him when he left Even though he knew her or might have been her pimp even after the session there was this weird racial solidarity where he became an outsider and he knew it and kinda just left
 
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