Hello again.
I thought I can forget these things. I told my gf I want to get out of BNWO and possibly forget about it forever.
She smiled and said that it is okay. But that devious smile already knew that I can't leave for long.
I avoided porn and bbc for 1 and a half month and I was so proud of myself and us. She seemed like nothing changed on her.
But after I while I couldn't hold it anymore. All these images of my gf getting those cocks. I imagined random women on the street with bbc and how they must be part of BNWO.
And I couldn't hold it anymore
I am weak and even take out a holiday at work to just goon.
My gf said she forgives me if I ask one of the bulls she had been flirting and sexting to come and use her.
Not just ask but beg.
I feel so ashamed
I thought I can forget these things. I told my gf I want to get out of BNWO and possibly forget about it forever.
She smiled and said that it is okay. But that devious smile already knew that I can't leave for long.
I avoided porn and bbc for 1 and a half month and I was so proud of myself and us. She seemed like nothing changed on her.
But after I while I couldn't hold it anymore. All these images of my gf getting those cocks. I imagined random women on the street with bbc and how they must be part of BNWO.
And I couldn't hold it anymore
I am weak and even take out a holiday at work to just goon. My gf said she forgives me if I ask one of the bulls she had been flirting and sexting to come and use her.
Not just ask but beg.
I feel so ashamed
