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For me I have always been a third wheel for most of the friends I have had. I grew up south of PIttsburgh and most of the area was black. In high school I was one of a few white men. I didnt turn to cuckolding because I have getting bullied or anything like that. I was quite liked by a lot of people. But when it came to dating/sex I was always the Dr. phil in the group that everyone came to for advise on how to get with someone else. It started to hurt to think I was never being seen as a sexually option.
I was a year older than my friends so i could drive first. I would always pick up white girl and drive them, me, and my black guy friends around. I would take them home after bon fires or hanging out at a house. Primarily, bc most women dated only black men in the area. It wasn't taboo but the most normal thing to see. Black guys were the majority of the male student body .
So it was like trying to fright a big fire with a small glass of water. I would have to hear stories about what white/blk girls did or didnt do or have to sit there well my friend and a girl from school played around This racial imbalance continued into college and even my military unit that was very close to my home. I was always the white boy in the group that never talked about having a girl or never really made anything sexual. I was made friends with women who could tell I didnt get pussy. So I heard story after story about their sex lives. Of course their sex life were with black men.
I found the cuckolding fetish around 14/15 years old through porn. I would watch normal porn for a little then interracial cuckold porn. I found that all the hurt and jealously I fought went away. When I was about 18 I found a couple online to be their " cuck" for. They were white. It was at 20 that I couple (31m/23f white girl, blk man) reached out to me for the " sexually support" role i posted online.
My first time doing the cuck role for a interracial couple was sort of the worst emotions i have ever felt. But that was the first couple of many. It got easier and easier as i did certain things that we see cucks do in porn. Many of them I had a Very hard time getting past. But the more i did the more I didnt even see myself having regular sex. I was as if the desire to have sex with women slowly just didnt get me excited.
I was a year older than my friends so i could drive first. I would always pick up white girl and drive them, me, and my black guy friends around. I would take them home after bon fires or hanging out at a house. Primarily, bc most women dated only black men in the area. It wasn't taboo but the most normal thing to see. Black guys were the majority of the male student body .
So it was like trying to fright a big fire with a small glass of water. I would have to hear stories about what white/blk girls did or didnt do or have to sit there well my friend and a girl from school played around This racial imbalance continued into college and even my military unit that was very close to my home. I was always the white boy in the group that never talked about having a girl or never really made anything sexual. I was made friends with women who could tell I didnt get pussy. So I heard story after story about their sex lives. Of course their sex life were with black men.
I found the cuckolding fetish around 14/15 years old through porn. I would watch normal porn for a little then interracial cuckold porn. I found that all the hurt and jealously I fought went away. When I was about 18 I found a couple online to be their " cuck" for. They were white. It was at 20 that I couple (31m/23f white girl, blk man) reached out to me for the " sexually support" role i posted online.
My first time doing the cuck role for a interracial couple was sort of the worst emotions i have ever felt. But that was the first couple of many. It got easier and easier as i did certain things that we see cucks do in porn. Many of them I had a Very hard time getting past. But the more i did the more I didnt even see myself having regular sex. I was as if the desire to have sex with women slowly just didnt get me excited.
my first long time girlfriend had a favour for flirting and dancing with big muscle guys with long hair .
i am only 1,78m and had short hair .
but she always go home with me .
later with my former wife we are visiting swinger clubs . what i enjoy most was to show her off and watch her beeing fucked.
never thought of cuckolding until a guy asked me to fuck his wife . since then i try to inform myself and the more i thought about the more i get exited .
really like the idea of hotwifing and some cuckold things .
to watch a white guy is like watching myself so it came out to black guys or may asian .
i am only 1,78m and had short hair .
but she always go home with me .
later with my former wife we are visiting swinger clubs . what i enjoy most was to show her off and watch her beeing fucked.
never thought of cuckolding until a guy asked me to fuck his wife . since then i try to inform myself and the more i thought about the more i get exited .
really like the idea of hotwifing and some cuckold things .
to watch a white guy is like watching myself so it came out to black guys or may asian .
For us it started out as non-IR solo play she had with a neighbor. She confessed a non sexual affair (kissing and petting) with a neighbor who had just bluntly came out and said he wanted to have an affair with my wife. I was quite shocked bc i was friends with this guy and his wife, and our ******* played together. As she told me more details I become very aroused and the shock turned to excitement. She said he had very large mushroom head on his dick which was much larger than mine. I encouraged her to go for it but to be honest with me. One night they hung out at his place while his wife worked the late shift. She came home with his cum dried on the side of her face and hair. He had jacked off standing over her while she flashed and fingered herself through her short shorts. It was thrilling for me. They ended up not having sex so as not to ruin our families and stopped all play all together. My wife decided she would only play with single guys unless a married guy's wife was present and consenting. Within 2 years she had her first IR experience with a black bartender. She has had 4 other black lovers over the last 20 years with the last guy being a long term 15 year relationship.
