I'm an attractive white male now in his early to mid 40s who is a total interracial cuckold. But what actually does that mean? From my perspective it means I'm only sexually interested in white women who like big dominant black men and find such women extremely attractive and sexy. But this sexual attraction has a desire to express itself by helping my partner find and enjoy sex with big black men and indulge herself in a sexual manner that I couldn't give. I've been a cuck since my teens but a cuck who is exclusively attracted to white girls who like big black men or bulls. The desire has only grown over the years and now is so strong that I cannot hold down a vanilla relationship with a girl who doesn't like black bulls, as I can't share the intimacy that a successful relationship requires. I'm looking for a white lady who likes black men.