Fantasy into reality

So I have been looking at interracial porn for a long time. Since highschool. Girls at my job back in highschool would brag about their black bf's. I am average to below endowed and have found it fancinating how a woman is please by a well endowed man. Internet porn has shown be there is a discrepancy in penis size between white abd black men. I would consider myself gay but have a strong facination in watching black men dominate white women. Love to have some one to talk to about it.