I, looking back, have always been a cuck. Allowing alphs to control women around me and me to wait for leftovers. Starting with the 1st time I fucked. I was # 4 in a 6 guy train. 2nd time was #4 in a 4 guy train, same girl. She was the type of woman I would always fall for. The one that other guys were busy climbing all over. Waiting in line for used pussy was my norm. So naturally I always end up in every relationship sooner or later she starts fucking other guys. The last one was very open and blatant about it. I had passed guys in the driveway, on the porch, come in to a locked bedroom door, stood in the rain when the house was locked and I left my key. It was very humiliating and exciting.