Angelyn's The Lust Mile (a fantasy story)

Angelyn

Female
Just let me dream on...

A sleazy sex shop in the middle of a bad place.

What is a bad place? I would call it a bad place for women to be. It’s screaming with unbridled testesterone. Any woman who walks into that female-unfriendly place is running the risk of being grabbed and ****** into gangbangs.

There won’t be any grouchy old female owners in big plastic spectacles and ankle length dresses to soften the atmosphere. It is pure hardness. Only male owners and store clerks and cleaners. Some are old, but none of them are overweight or skinny. Not everyone has big muscles, but everyone has defined facial features – hard lines and tough eyes that run up and down every woman’s body when she walks down this street.

Unfit, pathetic men are banned from this place informally. If you are a fat, pale geek loser, you don’t feel comfortable among these hard guys, so you stay at home and masturbate. My girlfriends whisper about this place in hushed tones, not always daring to admit what they did here or allowed to be done to them. But I know that if I set foot in here, I can be assured that any man who touches me has a firm, toned body. I won’t be able to outrun any of these guys even if I wanted to. These are real men at the peak of their reproductive fitness. No fat balding ‘alpha’ bosses with bellies, dandruff, shiny pates and uneven shaves. These are true alphas, various versions of Mandingo, Lexington Steele and Sean Michaels. These guys can wear decorations like Fireman of the Year, Forest Ranger of the Year and Best in Marines. No fat, all hard guy. Even when his dick isn’t hard, the rest of him must be. Whatever the Ghostbusters 2016 scriptwriters wrote, I still don’t like baby-soft skin in guys. I simply can’t feel sexual or submissive with soft guys.

I think I’ll call it the Lust Mile.

The sex shop is in the middle of the Lust Mile. A pretty big place at least a few acres in size, the Walmart of sex. I think I’ll call it Sin-e-plex, pun intended.

Outside Sin-e-plex you smell asphalt, engine oil, wood shavings, whiskey and cigarettes. Not a genuine turn on for me, but very manly smelling all the same since I figure that’s what Mancaves smell like. (Sorry, but not having being married or cohabited for long before I might stereotype the guys.) But it’s not a trucker place. Truckers tend to be overweight. No, the Lust Mile is located near a military base. Some place with SEALS stationed, or it’s got tough guys, hard guys walking around.

Women who are not out to soak in the aggressive atmosphere are scared off right at the start of the Lust Mile because it is so blatantly sexual, so demeaning. There are all kinds of neon images of women, posters, banners, statues, figurines. These get more and more degrading as you walk down the Lust Mile. There are no normal images or role models of women in these parts. No policewomen, no female janitors, not even waitresses with hard eyes who are used to the horny men. Women are depicted bending over, sitting on the floor, kneeling, crawling, on hands and knees, posing next to men’s feet, sitting with legs wide apart, lying down in an inviting position...

No woman in her right mind will walk more than a hundred feet down this road unless she is already asking to be degraded and humiliated and treated like a sex object. This is like a huge man-cave and the only women who come here are ‘guests’. We don’t belong here. The guys set the rules.

We only come in here because we need their cum. Oh, this is a fantasy of mine, but I wish there was some way to ban all the low sperm count, small cumshot losers from this place. I absolutely detest male pornstars who can’t produce sperm.

There is a drinking place called the Watering Hoe before Sin-e-plex. There is a neon sign of a woman with her legs wide apart at the entrance. Sexual silouhettes flank her image, including men with erecting dicks. To get in for free, women have to accept water being poured on them. We’re all referred to as hoes and whores. It is a bit too rowdy for me, so I never enter. The girls who enter know who is boss and how they will be treated. It’s all testesterone every breath of the way. It’s so hot that even if you are wet all over, you still feel hot.

(I imagine lots of guys have at least a bit of sweat because they are all engaged in guy activities. EG arm wrestling at every other table, guys punching each other in the arm, masculine pushing and bumping around. Put lots of these guys together, and the smell of fresh sweat is overpowering. Of course, I do fantasize that these places get properly aired out and wiped down at the end of every night’s debauchery, so the next day they smell fresh again.)

Laws do still apply in this area. Military police drive up and down in tough guy vehicles (HMMVs, horses, big bikes, no Toyota Priuses) to make sure things don’t get out of hand. These guys are all in sunglasses, so they look tough without actually being overthreatening, because I'm a bit uncomfortable with eye contact when it comes to strong men. So while there is plenty of sexual intimidation and catcalls and lustful looks, a single woman like me can be assured that anything that takes place, is indeed consensual. I’m not asking to be raped, and I won’t be raped. I’m walking down this lane because I am feeling horny, and I crave the sense of male power and aggression and lust.

I’ve said it so many times and I’ll say it again. Power is an aphrodisac. And every man here has power. Confidence. It is a place where alpha males come to lounge around and take pleasure in enjoying the females who enter. And females do enter. We come here because we know this is a place only for alpha males. No weaklings lacking in confidence, no drunkards, no druggies, no losers, no whiners, no incels. And while I do enjoy talking with male librarians normally, I really don’t want to see any Vespa riding librarians in this fantasy.

This is a place where women are taken. Taken hard. Fucked silly. No woman is ever allowed to exit with her dignity intact. The depraved things that they do to us... every opening must be violated. I must be sore in every hole because their dicks are so big and they are so ferocious in their lust. No woman is permitted to leave without having at least a dozen loads shot inside her and more all over her.

It’s a one way street. We can only walk down in one direction. We can choose our male partners by indicating various signs of submission. Most feminine gestures will do, I suppose. I am not the coy type who bats her eyelashes and gives come hither looks. When I am feeling like sex, I tend to be very submissive and look down. I would prefer to be taken by my wrist or neck or head and gently but firmly guided to do whatever the men want. I tend to indicate my availability by not putting up a fight. I want men who are unyielding. They know what they want, and they take it from us, and we do not resist because we are so overwhelmed.

I'm no bisexual, but I've always felt that a gangbang can't be complete without another woman being present. There's something so comforting about another female presence, another victim of the endless lust of men. Nearly all the sexual action takes place with some other women nearby, preferably a total stranger, with whom I'm ****** to do a lot of intimate things such as kissing, swapping underwear, and doing ATOGM. This ****** intimacy tells us women that we're the objects of lust; we can't choose our intimate partner, we have to satisfy men endlessly and our only comfort comes from another submissive in the same situation.

I like a mental scene where I and various other women are being marched around or led around by dominant black men who push down on our heads. Sometimes we are leashed or chained or collared. We are in some state of undress, sometimes even naked and wearing nothing but heels. To add to our sexualization, there is often something inserted into our bodies such as butt plugs, and it is obvious from our positioning that these things are violating our bodies.

(In real life/ in real porn, they never make such good scenes. The guys are often not dressed or not dressed well, which I don’t want. A submissive woman seeks superior men, and these men MUST remain in character. They MUST dress well. How many times must I say it, but women do value nice shoes. Even though I can’t really tell Oxfords from Budapesters, when I am being marched around naked with a Master pressing down on my head and making me keep my head low, I want to look at his shoes, and I want to see power shoes, casual-strong-dominant top of the world shoes. I do not ever want to see sneakers or flip flops or any of the garbage that most porn losers like Shane Diesel wear. I don’t care if you are a basketball star with your own line of sneakers; I still want you to be in a suit and wear proper leather shoes when you are leading me around, parading my naked body and showing off my violated holes to the world to advertise my sexuality and my availability for fucking.)

I generally find it exciting to be handcuffed, but cuffs should go with rough talk, power talk, grabbing of hair and neck and body parts. Keep up the atmosphere of dominance and intimidation so that I feel naturally submissive, feminine, so that I don’t feel like putting up any resistance to your nasty and humiliating sexual demands.

Power men are nasty men. Poke your fingers into my ass. Make me taste my own ass without asking if I consent. Why would any sane person consent to such humiliation? Only if she is so dominated by your power and aggression that she can’t put up a fight. Ass to mouth is one of the humiliating things that put me in a sexual, submissive mood everytime. Partly as a result of having my head pushed down and partly because of the humiliation, my face should be totally red at this point and anything that touches my face or lips or mouth should be stimulating.

I like to have objects inside me when I am being paraded around in a head down, ass up position. Not too big because I’m not a freakish size queen, but big enough that I can’t move without feeling them. I generally find that firm objects like silicone dicks are better than totally unyielding things like glass dildos. It’s humiliating. It’s exciting.

We can choose the alleys to walk into. Some say anal, some say blowbang, etc and the men have to keep to these themes to avoid things getting out of hand. Not every man is for every woman. But once a group and an alley has been selected we are largely in their power.

I’m here to be fucked, and I’m not here to resist. There is no choice and no consent anymore. I’m helpless, at the mercy of lustful sperm-producers who see every woman as a receptacle for their cum. And I must get a lot of it. I’m thinking 20, 30 big cumshots. Wow.

I stress again, there must be another woman around. After all, I can't see a lot of the action. Good to have another woman who is largely made to do the same things.

...

In the other direction, women depart sore and exhausted and in various states of deshabille. Usually all our clothes have been torn off or confiscated as trophies at some point, and we are allowed to stop at ‘clothing shops’ along the way. Men will demonstrate their power by buying lingerie and other clothes for us.

To make things even trashier, these ‘lingerie shows’ really feature second hand lingerie worn formely by prostitutes, pornstars or strippers and removed during sex or shows. Some of the lingerie was even donated by men after they took these articles of clothing from women as trophies. Now we’re wearing second hand lingerie that hasn’t even been washed, given to us by nasty guys whom we’re supposed to gratefully thank!

All the clothes are trashy. If it isn’t trashy, it has been trashed. Such as power suits for women that are covered in dried spunk. Really disgusting but we have no choice because we have no other clothes to wear.

It would be even more fun if the clothes didn’t really fit us. It’s some version of the rappers-in prison outfit thing. These clothes are either sluttily tight or skimpy, or loose fitting and oversized – but torn up and revealing. In all cases we’re sex objects and know it. Even after we have been used and fucked many times, we still can’t salvage any dignity when we depart. We're not allowed to pretend nothing has been done to us.

We’re all covered in secretions, inside and outside. That much I can say. Cum, cum and more cum. Inside my throat, my womb, my rectum, all over my body and face and hair. We’re leading the female life to the extreme – by collecting lots and lots of semen. I’ve turned into a female stick insect who stores cum for a lifetime. I’ll get enough cum to last my lifetime.

One more thing, in this place sex is the only legal tender currency. I'm sure many of us have fantasized about being paid for sex or being made to perform sex acts in exchange for something. In this place, women have no rights and our money is not legal tender. If we women want something, we have to please some man – flash him something, bend over for him, let him cop a feel, etc. Since all that sucking and squirting and swallowing salty stuff has left me dehydrated, I have to *******. I can't pay for my *******, so I have to suck some dick before I'm given some basic H20 to rehydrate myself.

There is a bus stop at the end called the Hoe Bus. It has pictures of slutty women on the outside. I’m supposed to board this bus, and it will take me home. To make things worse, this bus doesn’t have normal chairs. The chairs are sybians. Or saddle seats with vibrators and vibrating pads. And it is equipped with screens that feature more porno stuff. All of us girls cum and cum all the way home because there is no way to sit on a normal chair. The smell of dripping cum and vagina juices fills the bus. It’s so filthy and stinky! Imagine what my neighbors are going to think when I exit a private bus like this, with all the decals outside, and I look and smell the way I do! The humiliation doesn’t end!
 
OK, since I am at home today on reduced work hours, here is a continuation of my fantasy.

Gloryhole in the Lust Mile

I’m taken to a Gloryhole Den. I think I’ll call it a Den because it looks so sleazy. It won’t look like a brightly lit sex shop at all; more like a low end brothel in Mexico except there are no whores because it’s 100% for walk in whores for the night like me.

The cubicles are at the back. The front is an open space decorated by sexual themes. Statues, sex themed art and toys, posters, screens showing sex scenes, etc.

There should be a gang of men. 3-5 black men at any time. A lot of men will show up later, but won’t crowd me. I want to be surrounded and constantly taken, but not swamped.

They should talk aggressively, dominantly.

They refer to me in a demeaning way that completely sexualizes me as though I’m just their plaything. EG calling me Bitch or Cunt rather than by name. I’m not going to go by a name at all. None of the women are going to go by names. We’re here to extract semen from the men only.

They take control of me using varying signals. One man may grab me by my belt. Another man may grab a buttock. One can take me by my neck. Another by my hair.

No matter what, I always know who is in charge. It isn’t me for sure. I get no say.

They don’t jerk me around. That could hurt in an unpleasant manner, and also real men are in control. They don’t need to jerk or tug to get me to follow them. They move, and I move with them. That’s it.

There are some intensely exciting displays of power. I remember Riley Reid seemingly impaled horizontally by two huge black men. Wow, I’m so turned on.

I am paraded

stripped

stared at

whistled at, commented on, made to perform a gauntlet as I am passed down a line and ******* by everyone

made to crawl naked between men, dickslapped and made to suck cock after cock in a line

And here I’m a bit uncertain about the practical aspects. Since this is a fantasy. Although it feels so hot and dirty in my fantasy to be crawling between and through pools of semen (the smell must be incredible!), in real life I’m gonna feel so dirty, and I don’t mean this in a good way. In my fantasy my hands and knees can be picking up lots of semen from the floor and I can lick my hands clean; in practice it’s going to be lots of sand and industrial dirt and floor cleaning chemicals and unsexy things that I can’t possibly lick unless I lose my sanity.

Eventually I am made to crawl to the back and end up in a gloryhole cubicle where I am given orders from outside the cubicle. There should be three holes for men to poke their dicks, so I’ll always have two to stroke and one to suck. For the next hour, there will be an endless number of black dicks poking through.

There should be a lot of trashy suggestions as to where these dicks have been. In someone’s pussy, in someone’s mouth, in someone’s ass.

I don’t protest. I suck and stroke every dick. Sometimes I fuck it. It’s my job to make it cum. And please, guys, it is NOT cool to have very little sperm. I don’t know any woman who likes it when she strokes or sucks off someone for half an hour only to see a few droplets of what is probably just seminal fluid with zero wriggly things. You shouldn’t have sex for as long as you can bear it, before visiting a gloryhole or sex party. That way you can cum two, three, or even more times in one session. We appreciate it when you can ‘show’ signs of appreciation for our efforts!

Guys who fire blanks are less than welcome. They should be blacklisted because they waste my time. Even pro ****** should hate these guys because they get no job satisfaction, no sense of achievement.

I am not a fan of ******* and have never been a fan of ******* play. No, when I’m asked to ‘taste ass juices’, I expect these to be actually different tasting lubricants from different girls’ butts. Each girl should use a different tasting butt lubricant so every ass should taste and smell different. Really hot and nasty, but nothing that actually threatens my health and well being!

There needs to be some form of regulation at sex parties like this. It’s very dangerous to suck dick from unknown asses, even though it is so hot. All the women need to be properly enemaed beforehand (I hate irresponsible teenagers who seem to think precautions are someone else’s burden), and all need to be fully, totally, completely disease free. I don’t want to ingest miniscule traces of HIV ******* from someone’s asshole.

But yeah, it’s so exciting, the idea that all of us girls are in our cubicles sucking away, and we don’t know where each dick has been. We have no right to know. Earlier outside we got a glimpse of other girls, but not fully, because each girl was being surrounded, stripped, fondled, or was only visible crawling between the guys. This is so filthy yet so intimate, the idea that I could be licking some dick covered in another girl’s saliva or pussy juices, or that I could put it inside myself and let another girl clean the secretions off later.

And the guys cum. Lots and lots of cum. It gets spurted all over me and the floor. Not only is my face and hair and body covered in semen, so is the floor. It’s so slutty and mindlessly sexy. Some of the guys order me to crouch down and lick sperm off the floor, and I do. (This is another fantasy that can never be met in real life. I like the idea of starting out in a filthy cubicle covered in sperm stains and secretions all over the floor with used condoms and someone else’s panties lying around, then lick more freshly ejaculated semen off this already disgusting floor. But in practice of course I ain’t gonna do it.)

When all the cocks are spent, the guys come back, stick their cocks inside, and give me a piss shower. I can’t escape since this is a small cubicle. I get pissed all over and have to use this to wash semen off myself.

Now I honestly don’t like yellow piss. I know it looks better for some people who enjoy golden showers, but the smell and the waste products factor is too nasty for me. I want white showers, not golden ones. I’d rather the guys drank lots of water and had only fresh white piss. Humiliating to be pissed on, but drinking it won’t be consuming other people’s waste products. Sex must never leave us feeling as though our health is damaged!

Only when all the guys are spent do us girls emerge from our cubicles. Now we get to see each other. Our clothes are in a mess. The guys are keeping our underwear as trophies, so we have hardly anything to wear and our clothes are filthy and transparent with the piss. We have to walk past the row of nasty black men standing around in suits and other power or status dress mouthing off degrading stuff. We even have to parade ourselves, turn around, touch ourselves, bend over, and pose as ordered before we can move on.

Maybe we have to crawl at some point.

Finally we exit from this gloryhole shack or sex shop. We’re made to walk about outside in our dishevelled state while other people leer at us. Whatever dignity I once had, it’s all lost.

(This again, is a fantasy. Too bad I didn’t pursue it as a younger woman. Now with the advent of smart phones, instagram and imagefap, nobody can safely pursue this public humiliation angle anymore so we have to rely on professional pornstars whose lives won’t be screwed over by public humiliation.)



Oh yes... now for my male lineup

There are some rules for men. In fact, a lot of rules. (This is MY fantasy after all!)

1. Don’t need to be muscular or even athletic, but must be firm to the touch. Flabby men are a turnoff. Love handles is a guy’s excuse for Fat and Unfit and Fucked Up.

2. I don’t like big beards. They remind me of religious nutcases. Also dislike sideburns, especially of the 1970s mutton chops type, because I perpetually associate these with nasty hair gel. Nicely trimmed goatees are usually ok.

I prefer guys without styled hair. That’s just my preference, but I don’t like to touch or smell artificial stuff.

3. Guys must be dressed well. I say this all the time, because it seems as though the more macho guys never dress well unless their mothers do it for them. Real macho men can take care of themselves and that includes doing their own laundry and satorial choices!

4. Guys should sport 2-hour sweat, not 2-day sweat. Big, big difference.

5. The men don’t ever remove their clothes. Zippers have a purpose, use them!

6. Bulging crotches. Anticipation is very important for sex. I want to see crotches get bigger first. The naked penis is not that pretty, but bulges are.

7. Good shoes! No sneakers! No Air Overpriced! No flip flops! No looking like dorks!
 
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