Advice regarding Blackmanfanclub UK

[fiveinch]

Hi all, I've been in this lifestyle since the age of 20! Every single woman I've dated I've got them into black men.
Now, I've been with my current girlfriend for 7 years but she's never really latched on to the whole 'cuckold/interracial' scene (although when we watch interracial porn she's soaked). I recently convinced her to go to BMFC in Dunstable (it took forever to get her to go) but the minute we were in the venue I panicked! It was me that said "Let's leave". I don't know why this is happening because I've had lots of fun watching previous partners so why am I backing out now??

 

[indianwannabe]

I thought you were going to ask a question about the club. But you are asking a question about yourself. It's hard for strangers on the internet to answer why you did something without knowing much about you.

 

[fiveinch]

There's not much to know. The reason I was asking about the club was because it's the only one where the men were solely black (and we went there). I am at a loss as to why I backed out when I know once the drinks started flowing, things would start to happen. One guy came up to us and commented about her blonde hair and nice smile; I instantly felt uneasy and wanted to leave. Maybe subconsciously I'm thinking once she goes with a black guy, things might change irrevocably. I want/need to get out of this way of thinking.