A mentor/guide available?

Hello everyone... I am a 36 year old white male living in Ontario, Canada that wants to be cuckolded. My girlfriend is 38 and seems reluctant but will play along at times. She is very attractive and I am considered good looking but I am not offering us/we because it is just me posting. Looking for a mentor/guide of sorts, someone that I can talk to about my seemingly productive tactics and others not so much. There is much to tell revolving around my addiction to all of this having never been cuckolded but desperate for it most of the time...