We are in a very crucial phase in our journey through this lifestyle. Husband is suffering terribly with his caged penis when I am having sex with my bulls. He also struggles to have reclaim sex with me. Although he enjoys it, he sees me as a whore because I seem to act differently with black men in the bedroom, but also in the gym or at work. Discrepancies with one of the bulls led him to let me meet him on my own.