Wow,,,quite the back story, not at all unlike ours for the most part,,,I was in a declared relationship with my hub for 11 months, he was out of town as the foremen for a sheetmetal crew and the job was a hospital and there was no such thing as stopping before it was done. Unfortunately (or fortunately as it were), this included him coming home for New Years Eve, it wasn’t happening! He did however finish the job the next day and was home before midnight on New Years,,,only to have me confess that I went out, got *******, and went home with a co-worker and spent the night letting him fuck me three times (I threw in “he wanted to do me in your favorite position). After a couple of “fridgid” weeks, he took me to an adult bookstore, I inquired as to what was behind the curtain separating the back of the store from the magazines and sex toys. He told me that’s where the video booths were and proceeded to lead me into them, long story longer, I spotted the hole in the wall and asked him what that? He looked into it and told me to check it out,,,that when I not only saw my first black cock, but I was later to discover it was around ten inches and thick as my wrist,,,and uncut! That was another first for me, I was only 23 and had yet to fully spread my wings. My husband said that if I put my fingers through the hole and gestured, it would appear right in my face, he said that’s called “finger fishing”. I was blown away, how did this exist and I didn’t know anything about it, some secret private world that only men were privy to. He asked me if I wanted to suck it,,,considering the way the past few weeks had gone since New Years I thought it might be some kinda trap, so despite my true feelings, I declined,,,at which point my hub asked if I’d mind if he did? I should point out that my hub lost his virginity at the age of 11 to a 14 year old girl, this resulting him becoming a hedonist, a seeker of pleasure, and he took it where he found it. Back to our origin story,,,I signaled for him to have at it, which he did, and just as he described that ink black snake slowly slid through the hole, I watched my hub sucking that cock like I was a starving Biafran watching him stuff his face with Lasagna,,,my hub paused and again asked me if I was sure I didn’t want to try it,,,I was on my knees before he finished the sentence!!! The following week he took my to the Fairvilla XXX Cinema in Orlando, we noticed a commotion behind us, there was a young wife wearing a summer dress that was completely open, men were all around her, no one was watching the movie, I myself had never been so wet. The next week we went back, I wore a nice baby blue flowered summer dress that buttoned up the front (without a stitch on underneath), we sat in the back row, which had the previous back row removed to make room for men to stand back there, we sat down and I began unbuttoning, when I was done I took both side of my dress and threw them to the side, splaying my legs wide open,,,I was in another world, Marilyn Chambers and her “Green Door” had nothing on me that night, I got fucked 15 times by 11 different guys, some of them even used my hub while they waited their turn (that’s when I learned about “fluffing”. The next week my husband brought me to the Mayor Carl T. Langford Park, and I received my education on “Dogging”,,,followed by finding select blacks in the theatre and bringing them to the Galaxy Motel on South Orange Blossom Trail,,,by April 15 we were married, any day now we’ll be celebrating our 39th anniversary. It’d be ten years before we started making videos, before that I fucked and sucked so much black cock it was unbelievable, I was like a kid in a candy store, I began to be drawn to the whole cuckold thing and it went right along with my style of sex, no condoms, and if you want another shot at me you better not pull out! This is a basic modus operandi for a true cuckold relationship, at the moment of release, the realization that this is that glimpse of time when the act of cuckolding my husband has reached its pinnacle, I’m rewarded with my most intensive orgasm. So you can see why I’d rather not fuck at all if I had to give that up. Where we differ from you I guess is the fact that for us, it’s always been him and me against the world, we want everyone to have a good time, but we come first to each other, and everything we do, from the first add, to the first email, to the last drop of bulls cum in my pussy, is all leading up to my husbands orgasm when he slides into me to reclaim what’s his and the explosion that ensues,,,and for all that I got to have as much cock as I wanted, whenever I wanted it, no fantasy unfulfilled. We must’ve been living on a different planet, cause with all that I never accepted the use of a condom, insisted they cum in me each and every time, and never caught so much as a cold,,,in 23 years of activity,,,anti that the $hit? LOL