If you are "preferred", then why do so many white women and couples hide behind a "lifestyle" before they interact with you??? They don't do this with other races.
Anyone with half a brain can see what's going on here, but then again, each party gets what they want from it i.e.
The white wife/girlfriend gets to enjoy the taboo of the raw a_n.i.malis.tic interracial sex
You get to have sex not just with a woman, not just with a white woman, rather you get to have sex with "the white man's woman", a prize. A case of your s.l.a.ve mentality paying you dividends.
And the white husband or boyfriend gets to watch you excitedly c.h.impin_g out over his white wife, and he often photographs or videos the intense experience for future enjoyment.
Don't think you aren't being played here.