Hello everyone, since I have been on this forum for many years, I decided that I had to write this post. I kind of want to confess to you.
Yes, I was a racist, and today I am ashamed of it. I grew up in a conservative family and a racist environment. I didn't realize how brainwashed I was back then.
The frequent use of certain words about black people, just thinking negatively about them was vile. Once, in front of my eyes, a group of nationalists beat up a black boy, and I did nothing, nothing.
I belonged and still belong to a patriotic organization, but I got rid of racism. Racism is a mental illness. But even though I've gone through a transformation, I still have a grudge in my heart because of who I was.
I'm not looking for absolution because it can't be justified. I just had to get it out, this forum helped me and I feel I owe the users an explanation.
I'm sorry and I sincerely apologize. Greetings, Kasia from Poland
Yes, I was a racist, and today I am ashamed of it. I grew up in a conservative family and a racist environment. I didn't realize how brainwashed I was back then.
The frequent use of certain words about black people, just thinking negatively about them was vile. Once, in front of my eyes, a group of nationalists beat up a black boy, and I did nothing, nothing.
I belonged and still belong to a patriotic organization, but I got rid of racism. Racism is a mental illness. But even though I've gone through a transformation, I still have a grudge in my heart because of who I was.
I'm not looking for absolution because it can't be justified. I just had to get it out, this forum helped me and I feel I owe the users an explanation.
I'm sorry and I sincerely apologize. Greetings, Kasia from Poland