Chris91701
Male
Just curious if anyone has an inner voice when they're getting fucked. I have this mystery voice, that's sort of a sanctuary place while I'm in the act of surrendering to another man. I can't say her name, but it's a special place inside me that I go to when I'm giving my body over to a strong man. It wasn't always there and before my first time, I wasn't an uber masculine guy, but I was definitely masculine inside and out. But on my first time with another man, I felt a power from him that eclipsed my own. I thoroughly enjoyed it and basked in it's glow. It was POWER. It literally felt like he was robbing me, taking what he wanted, grabbing my neck and telling me to be quiet. I could feel his lust, the ridge of the head of his penis plunge in, then pull me out, plunge in, then pull me out. I knew after that time, and almost everytime since, that I could never feel a power like that, even from within myself. And sex with women didn't measure the raw power of that. So I protect my inner voice. I don't know if this is unique to me, but it's special to me. To be taken so ferociously, and give in to him.