My first experience was with my Ex girlfriend, In the beginning we had sex all the time, but after a few months she wasn't that interested in me, And when we talked about it she told me that the sex was boring, But orally I was great... So since that day I satisfied her orally, And my self by jerking off... I also noticed that she looked at the Black men in are neighborhood, and I must admit that it turned me on!!!... She became more, and more mean and eventually we broke up... I still miss her and cant stop fantasize about serving her and a bunch of Black men.