My parents were going away for a long weekend break; something they often did; leaving my brother Steve who is twenty two, my sister Iris, eighteen and myself to our own devices; I loved this because I could more or less do as I pleased, coming in late or even staying out all night at one of my friend's homes, anyway enough of my background. It was Friday evening, the beginning of the Easter holidays and my friend Sarah, who is six months older than me at fifteen, and I, were going to a party her cousin Ann had told her about, she offered to take us with her. We often went to parties but they were mostly organized by friends, or people our own age group! This party however turned out to be entirely different. We got off the bus in this really run down area of Birmingham called Newtown, an odd name for a place that was so old and dilapidated, I had never been to this place before and didn't much like it. Ann led us along these old cobbled streets where most of the people we saw were black or Asian; it was beginning to get dark as we entered another street and as we chatted we could hear music in the distance, gradually getting louder as we approached the house with the party. Outside the house were a few black men talking and laughing, I felt distinctly uneasy as we entered the house, someone squeezed my bum, making me jump forward against another man who grabbed me and kissed me on the lips, he laughed as I pulled away and followed Ann and Sarah into a back room; he and some other's followed in behind us blocking the doorway and any chance of escape. Two other men came up to Ann and kissed her, speaking to her by name as if they had known her for years; one of the men had his hand inside her blouse and was feeling her breasts, while the other man was asking her! "Who are your friends?" Above the sound of the music I thought I heard him ask! "Are they here for jig, jig?" I was stunned; it was common knowledge at the time that black people referred to sex as jig, jig; it was at this point that I felt someone's hand cupping and squeezing my left tit, I tried to pull away but I was being held firmly by the owner of the hand. I looked at Sarah who was also being groped by two other men, she was struggling and I heard her tell them to get their dirty black hands off her; this brought laughter from some of the other's in the room. I was pulled to the side of the room and was given a bottle of bear and told to drink it; at the same time two men were rubbing up against me, one behind and one in front; sort of dancing to the music. I had no option but to move my body along with them, but I was getting really scared now; my tits were being mauled and I could feel the hard bulges of the men pressing and rubbing against my arse and crotch. I was being forced to drink the bottle of bear; I had drank bear many times before, but this tasted awful; I later found out that it was doctored with rum. Other men were now continually kissing and touching me; hands were up my skirt feeling my vagina; I was struggling as best I could to stop them pulling my knickers down. I was made to drink two more bottles of the horrible bear while it seemed everyone in the room was trying to feel me up, or snog me; making me gag as their tongues were forced into my mouth; the taste of their saliva and the smell of smoke and booze on their breath was sickening. I was trying frantically to search for Ann and Sarah in the room as men continued to molest me: I needed the toilet urgently! I was told it was upstairs and two men said they would show me; my head felt very woozy as I climbed the stairs, it must have been the drink. I looked into a room as I passed and saw two people having sex; it was Ann and one of the men she first spoke to; I was shocked, I had never seen anyone having sex before. I found myself being led into another room where I heard Sarah's voice coming from the bed: "No stop, please stop your hurting me, please don't do it any more." There were several men in the room laughing and egging the man on who I could see on top of her; he was raping her. It seemed like a dream as I was led into another room followed by several more men! I suddenly realized they were stripping off my clothes; I began to struggle and scream but only got my face slapped so hard for my trouble it made my ears ring and my head spin. They had my blouse and bra off; I was struggling and crying; trying hard to fend off the hands grabbing at my tits, and to hold my skirt in place as they pulled at it; then it too was gone. I was dragged on to a smelly bed and held down hands were roaming all over my body; pulling at my tits, twisting my nipples; causing me to cry out with pain. My knickers were literally torn off me and hands were at my vagina; tearing at the sparse pubic hair that covered my mons! Fingers were trying to gain entrance; my labia being pulled apart; through my crying and pleading I heard an angry voice! "She's tight, the bitch is tight as a drum; I can't even get one finger in her." Someone climbed on top of me; I screamed; he lifted my legs up on to his shoulders and maneuvered himself into position! "I'll soon open her up; when I get my dick up her she'll stretch like an elastic band." I could feel him probing at my pussy, his cock trying to find my opening; then he was there; I felt the head of his cock pressing into my entrance; I screamed, "Nooo, No, stop, please don't." Then it happened! I pissed myself; before he could rape me I pissed all over his penis; he pulled back and because of the way my legs were up on his shoulders; I pissed right in his face and down the front of him; the room erupted with laughter and as he tried to escape the torrent of piss his friends held him in place until I stopped pissing; he was spluttering and spitting, trying to get my piss out of his mouth; he tried to punch me but the others stopped him and dragged him off me. I lay there crying as the other men made fun of my would be rapist; I wasn't saved for long though! They pulled me further over on the bed away from the wet patch and another man got between my legs; I felt him probing for my entrance; he found it and pushed just inside; swiveling his hips so that his pr-cum would lubricate me a little. I screamed as he suddenly pressed forward and his cock hit against my hymen; he stayed still for what seemed an eternity, but was in fact only seconds. I pleaded with him! "Please don't do this to me, 'sobs', please don't rape me; I'm only fourteen; I-I'm still a virgin." He ignored my plea and pulled back a little; then thrust forward! I screamed at the top of my lungs as his cock burst through; tearing away my hymen; I kept on screaming but no sound came from my mouth; the pain was unbearable and I think I passed out just for a few seconds. I came too and he was thrusting himself in and out of me; after the initial agony and shock of losing my virginity, the pain became a little more bearable, I think the mixture of my blood and the mans own pre-cum made it easier for him to ride me. He began to move a lot faster, he was grunting and groaning; then he kept saying, "I'm going to cum, I'm going to cum." I came to my senses, realizing what he was going to do I screamed at him! "No... No... Don't, please... please... Don't, not inside me... I'll get pregnant?" It did no good; he pushed all the way into me and shot his load of spunk! "Agh... agh... oh god... that's great; I've just busted my first white cherry." I lay there beneath him crying softly, as his dick began to soften and then slip out of my vagina making a loud plopping sound. As soon as the first man got off me another took his place and quickly rammed his stiff dick into my vagina; taking not a blind bit of notice to my pleading and begging him! "Please don't rape me." My head was jerked to one side making me cry out in pain; as my mouth opened a thick black cock was forced inside. I tried to pull my head away and to close my mouth but only succeeded in biting and scraping the cock with my teeth; this brought a yell from the owner of the cock, who grabbed my cheeks and pressed them in painfully with his rough hands; he squeezed my nostrils together between his thumb and forefinger so I couldn't breath; he snarled at me, "You bite my prick again and I'll knock your fucking teeth down your throat; now suck it and make sure you swallow all my juice." I did as he said, even though the thickness of his dick was making my jaw hurt: While all this was taking place! The man fucking me was nearing his climax; I prayed he wouldn't cum inside me; my prayers weren't answered: he pushed right inside me and flooded my pussy with his spunk. Another man quickly took his place between my wide stretched legs and began fucking me! The cock in my mouth was jerking and sperm was being pumped down my throat; I started choking and gagging but my nostrils were again squeezed, forcing me to keep swallowing in order to gain a little air into my lungs; this also caused sperm to flow into my lungs. My degradation continued for several hours, the only break I got was when I was desperate to use the toilet again, one of the men dragged me off the bed by my arm; I thought he would pull it out of its socket it hurt so much! "You better piss good we don't want you pissing on anyone else do we?" More laughter as the black man pushed me into the toilet; I sat on the seat sobbing and I could feel all the spunk running out of my vagina. When I had finished I looked into the toilet bowl and saw a mixture of my blood and piss; also a lot of slimy, whitish spunk floating on the top: before I could even flush the toilet I was pulled out and into the room where I had seen Sarah being raped; she was still there on the bed; a man was fucking her really hard, and another had his cock in her mouth forcing her to suck it; she just lay there with her eyes closed letting them use her, without making any sound. I was pushed face down on the smelly bed beside Sarah, sort of on my knees with my bum in the air, a man got on the bed behind me to shag me doggy style; although I had heard other girls talking about this sexual position, I assumed it was so the man could fuck a girl up her cunt; how wrong I was; he shoved his penis up my fanny and screwed me for a minute or two then withdrew it: I was utterly shocked when I felt the tip of his dick prodding at the entrance to my anus; I tried to pull away from him but he grabbed my hair, jerking my head back so hard I thought my neck would break! "No... don't... stop it... you can't do it there, aghhhh don't... noooo.... please stop... aghhhh... aghhh... no stoppp... itssss hurting meee?" It was shear agony as he forced his cock past my tight sphincter; he stopped a moment; then he was pressing it into my arse again! "Agh, no... no... agh... don't... please God stop him... it... hurtsss...?" He stopped for another moment, then withdrew a little; I thought I was saved any more pain; wrong again! "Oh God nooo...don't, agh...stop... please...it's hurting me, aghhhh... ehhh... aaagh... take it out." He ignored my pleas; sliding his cock all the way into my arse until I felt his balls against my pussy; there was a lot of pain right inside my stomach; then he began fucking me; in and out, in and out, in and out, it seemed to last hours, but was probably only a minute or so before he grunted and came inside my bum; he began to soften and slowly withdrew his cock from my arse; it felt like I was having a really stiff shit! "Fuck you; you dirty cunt; you've shit on my dick!" He shouted slapping me on my arse a few times as hard as he could! More laughter from the other men: Even though it hurt I began to laugh uncontrollably; I must have seen the funny side of it. I just stayed where I was I think I was in a sort of shocked state; he got off the bed and muttering about what a dirty bastard I was and wiped my shit off his dick on the curtains. Immediately another man took his place and was shoving his big black cock up my arse; I tried to pull away, but he had a much easier job to get into me because of the spunk deposited by the first man who had bummed me. Another man was kneeling in front of me now, telling me to open my mouth and to suck his prick; automatically my mouth opened to accept the smelly, foul tasting penis and I began sucking; it was all I could do to stop myself from gagging and throwing up; the taste and smell was awful. The man up my arse was really ramming his dick into me, although it slid in and out more easily due to the sperm inside my bum, it was still very painful. Without warning my mouth was filling up with slimy horrible tasting spunk; the prick in my mouth was jerking and spewing its load; again I was being forced to swallow it as my nostrils were squeezed together; the prick finished spurting and quickly softened, slipping from my mouth; I began coughing and spitting, trying to get as much of the spunk out of my mouth as I could. The man fucking my bum pulled out, he lay on his back and ordered me to straddle him, which I did; he positioned his cock at the entrance to my anus and ordered me to slide down; it slid easily up my bum and I raised myself up and down as he told me to; I was effectively riding him. The position I was in was facing away from him, another man got on the bed in front of me; I thought he wanted his dick sucked! I was wrong! "Lay back: lay flat on top of him." I was pulled backwards by the man up my bum whose dick was forced into me as fare as it could possibly go, his arms were wrapped around me tightly so that I couldn't move my arms; I didn't know what the man in front of me was going to do! I soon found out as he positioned himself on top of me! "Please don'tttt... please you can't do this to meee... aaagh... stop aaaagh your hurting meeee!" He was forcing his cock into my vagina but was struggling because of the tightness! "Stop, arrrgh stopppp... it's hurting me... arrrgh... arrrgh... please noooo, take iiit ooout!" I begged. The pain was unbearable as his cock drove deeper inside me; I felt something give inside my vagina and he pressed home; completely filling me. He began his in and out rhythm as he shagged me; despite my screams; he fucked me harder and harder. The pain in my bum was excruciating; the owner of the cock groaned, saying how tight it was in there! "I'm going to cum; ugh I'm coming, I'm... coming up her arse... ohhh sweet Jesus my prick's bursting!" I don't know if I felt his ejaculation or not; the pain in my bum and vagina was so intense. The man on top of me was gasping and panting! "I'm coming... I'm... coming... ohhh man I'm... filling her up." After a while his cock softened and he withdrew from me; there was a loud sucking sound as his dick plopped out; followed by a load of spunk and blood which ran down the crack of my arse and onto the balls of the man in my bum. The pressure in my arse eased, and as I lifted myself up off the man under me my bowels opened; not only expressing his cock but a load of diarrhea and sperm that he had just deposited inside me. There was laughter and cat calls from the other men in the room as they took the piss out of him! He yelled! "You bastard; you dirty fucking bastard... you've shit all over me; I'll fucking kill you." He punched me in the back of my head knocking me sideways off the bed; everything went black as I lost consciousness. My ordeal was over; as I came round I found Ann wiping my face with a wet rag; Sarah was sitting on the edge of the bed weeping; her head in her hands, rocking back and forth; she was fully dressed! "I'm so sorry; oh God I'm so... so... sorry; I didn't know this would happen." Ann was saying; over and over again. "How can you ever forgive me for this?" It was a while before I realized where I was! "What's wrong? What's happened to me?" I mumbled; I tried to sit up. "Aghhh, ehhh, oh God it hurts." "Where does it hurt Gail, tell me where it hurts?" Ann asked, as she struggled to lift me into a sitting position on the bed! "My bottom, my vagina and my breasts; all over my body but mainly there." I groaned. "Please Ann what's happened to me; tell me what is wrong with me?" She began to cry! "It's my fault, I brought you here; I should never have let you come, but Sarah kept asking me to; I didn't know they would rape you." sobs "Please Gail, please forgive me?" It was a lot to take in at that moment so I said nothing. Ann fetched a pan of water and soap and an old tee shirt and cleaned me up as best she could; including my vagina and bottom which was caked in shit. When I had dressed we all went downstairs, there were two men in the front room; as we were leaving one handed Ann a five pound note and told her to get a taxi home; he asked if we were; "Ok?" the other man laughed and said sarcastically! "Come back anytime." *** Ann took us to my house, we knew my brother and sister would most likely be out and we could clean ourselves up properly. I looked at the clock on the mantelshelf it was 3-10pm Saturday afternoon: we had been at that horrible house since the evening before. As I was taking a shower it all started to come back to me: my first fear on entering the house; seeing Ann enjoying being fucked by a black man; Sarah screaming as she was being raped; my own ordeal as I too was repeatedly raped by so many different men. The pain and anguish as my virginity was torn away: the horror and pain as they used my vagina, mouth and bottom repeatedly: the agony as my vagina and bottom were raped at the same time: stretching and tearing both. I was crying but suddenly I was laughing hysterically. Ann and Sarah rushed into the bathroom. "What's wrong? What's wrong? Are you alright?" They both asked worriedly. My laughter subsided to just giggling! "I just remembered, ha, ha, ha; I pissed all over one of them, hee, hee, hee, in his mouth and all over him, ha, ha, ha, he, he, he, and I shit all over another one when he bummed me, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha." We were laughing hysterically now, even Sarah; who had hardly said a thing since we had left the house in Newtown. Ann made a cup of tea as Sarah showered, then she looked at my vagina and anus to see if there was much damage, it turned out to be just minor tearing of both, Ann said it should heal up if I used Savlon or some other anti-bacterial cream, apart from that I had no other damage, except for bruising to my tits and between my thighs, these would soon clear up, in the meantime I could hide them. *** The next couple of week's I spent worrying myself sick in cases I had gotten pregnant; my period never came; I told Sarah! Hers never came either. We hadn't told our parents what had happened to us in the house at Newtown; it had taken a lot of cajoling from Ann to keep it quiet; she said that! "Everyone will blame me," she said. "All our friend's, family and neighbor's would find out and they wouldn't want to know us anymore." Sarah and I thought long and hard about what Ann was saying? It was her fault; she had taken us to that horrible house; telling us there would be a party there. Ann had mentioned that her boy friend was black; I suppose Sarah and I had been a little exited at the thought of seeing Ann with a black man. It was 1963 and there was still a lot of prejudice from white people towards the black population; white girls were frowned upon if they were seen out with black men. "After all you did go there voluntarily; nobody forced you to go did they?" Said Ann. "How was I to know they were all going to fuck you? I didn't, did I?" The following month my period came, I don't know why I missed the last one, unless it was to do with the terrible beating that my insides took from my gang rape. Sarah was not so lucky; she missed again! When she didn't show the following month it was obvious she was pregnant! My heart went out to her. Sarah told her parents that the baby was going to be black. "I got drunk when I went to a party and some black bloke took me into a bedroom: I didn't want to do it but he made me: I tried to stop him but he was too big and strong; he just pulled my knickers down, got on top of me and did it to me!" Her father was furious. "You mean to tell me that some black man you don't even know raped you; got you in the family way and you couldn't stop him?" "Please daddy I did try but he wouldn't stop! I begged him to pull it out but he wouldn't; he came inside me and said I would have his baby! Now I am: I'm so sorry." After the baby was born she was immediately placed for adoption. Sarah and I are still good friends more than forty years later! She married and had two more lovely children; I am godparent to both. I myself remained a spinster! Not that I couldn't have married; I had several proposals from my many men friend's over the years. I had not been put off sex by my ordeal; I just enjoyed the single life.