I have been with the man of my dreams for 6 years, and yet I can’t stop cheating on him. I crave the thrill that comes with every new chase. I’ve had relationships on the side, ranging from a one night stand to a one year relationship, all with black men who seem to have such an erotic hold on my sexual side. We just graduated from college, and talking about getting married. I don’t know how to tell him about my cravings and I know I would be able to stop even after our wedding. I wonder if he would understand. I wonder if he would be my cuckold.