Lately I have been thinking about loving husbands like myself who enjoy seeing their wives make love to black men with big cocks. Wanting to share your wife with others and most notably black strangers seems to be the most popular fetish for white husbands and I wonder why. I have been thinking about how Amie and I got to where we are so I thought back to our relationship: When I met my wife I thought she was one of the most beautiful women I have ever seen but she wouldn't give me the time of day. She seemed to always be with good looking guys who had money so I really didn't think I had a chance to be with her. She certainly was a fantasy for me and I ached to be with her every time I saw her. Well, long story short I did win her over and I was overjoyed the first time she went out with me, not to mention how excited I was the first time we made love. Amie certainly is the best looking and most sexy woman I have ever been with and she was my "trophy wife" and I put her up on a pedestal. Things changed when several years into our marriage she told me that before she met me she had dated several black men. As a matter of fact she confessed to me that she had a thing for them and really enjoyed having sex with them but even so she never thought of them as long term partners. This was probably because of her conservative Southern upbringing. Her parents have quite a bit of money and would have disowned her if they found out she was even dating them. Once I knew this about her I became obsessed with the idea of my pretty blond Southern Belle getting it on with black men. One thing led to another and after a while she agreed to fuck a black man while I watched. As it turned out out the first time it happened the man she was with brought along 3 of his friends so it became 4 black men on my pretty petite 5'2" 112 lb wife. It blew my mind witnessing it and initially it disturbed me when they insisted they fuck her bareback. It disturbed me but also turned me on incredibly seeing her take on their big black bare cocks, especially when they shot their loads into her unprotected little pussy. Another thing that happened during that first encounter was they did her ass, which she had never let me do but willingly gave up her ass to them. This included a double penetration. This brings me back to my original question, why do we do it? Why do we risk everything for the thrill of seeing our wives with black lovers? I am a professional I provide for my wife very well but when I allow a black man to screw my wife they become the alpha male for that evening and they seem to relish that role, dominating my wife and when they cum inside her they are planting their seed where mine really belongs. Why does that turn me on so much? Why does it turn me on so much when their cocks are much larger than mine? Not all are bigger but there has been some that would be considered monster cocks, twice the size of mine. I have to admit I don't get so excited when they are average sized but it is an incredible turn on when their black cocks are massive. Why do I risk having my wife think less of me when she compares me to these super cocks? One thing that does happen is most of her black lovers she has had both in the past and recently have been from a lower economic status, one recent one with a horse cock was a parking lot attendant. Amie tells me that especially turns her on when they are poor or from the wrong side of the tracks. She gets very excited being banged by the thug type and her lovemaking session with the well hung parking lot attendant was very hot with him being incredibly confidant and take charge on the bed with her, he totally dominated her. There is the old saying "Once you go black, you can never go back" and believe me it worried me, especially when I saw how responsive she was with them, doing anything they want her to do. She has assured me there is no danger of losing her and she tells me that is why she prefers the poor thug type, the only thing they have in common is the sexual attraction. She sees them as sexual playmates and since that first evening she has been with many BBCs, including 8 in one night. That night they all were competing to be the alpha male with me being pushed aside and was just a witness as she satisfied all of them, draining them of their sperm until they were dry. Why does this turn me on so much? Why do I like seeing my beautiful wife become a cum dump for a night? I don't mind saying it still makes me cum when I think of her opening her legs after multiple loads in her pussy and it was overflowing with jism. She was a precious prize for me and now she is mine I willingly give her over to a black stranger/strangers to do what they want to her. Even though there is a breeding fantasy with all this stuff we do take precautions, she is on birth control and we insist on testing for STDs. This allows her to be totally free to let them do what they want to her with less concerns but not totally free of risk. Lately I have been re-assessing our lifestyle. Once again I ask, why do we do it? Why do you do it?