White boy with small dick, wants to get made fun of and teased by a girl

I literally can't stop thinking about big black cocks fucking girls. When I see a pretty girl and get horny I don't fantasize about being with her, I just imagine her getting fucked by a huge black cock that can do things I'd never be capable of, ever, and her making fun of my tiny dick while I watch. At this point it's the only way I can get off so I made an account here hoping some girl would find this post and chat with me online