Well it happened...

So i am a cuck wannabe. I have talked an ex into trying bbc but she did not want me there. It was exciting and fun, but i am hoping one day to have a girlfriend truly in the lifestyle.

Anyway i guess my interest has turned into an addiction as i found myself talking to this gentlemen i met online. One thing led to another and i ended up sucking his dick. I have done it four times now and honestly i dont know if want to stop. It is exciting and I guess bi sexual now, but only a BBC interest me. I had to share this with someone.
 
She loved it. After that she would tell me about it to tease me and i'd say half the time we had sex she would have her eyes closed saying "give me that black dick," It was really hot.
And yes the one ive been playing is. I would not touch one that was not. It is weird cause im not gay, maybe slightly bi, because im not interested in ass play or anything and dont get an erection during. I just am satisfied getting him off.
 
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Porn is what converted me. I'm with you, I don't get off when I suck the BBC. My fulfillment is taking that money shot, and then sending that video to an out of town dom that owns my bitch ass. I have a girlfriend here that is more or less a racist and would freak the fuck out if I even asked her to take BBC, much less learn about me sucking 3 off regularly.
 
Porn is what converted me. I'm with you, I don't get off when I suck the BBC. My fulfillment is taking that money shot, and then sending that video to an out of town dom that owns my bitch ass. I have a girlfriend here that is more or less a racist and would freak the fuck out if I even asked her to take BBC, much less learn about me sucking 3 off regularly.
buy her a black dildo
 
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