Do (did) any males/couples waiver on their decision to enter into this lifestyle? Here is a little background on her and I. The fantasy, to me, has always been about watching her having the sex of her life with another, much larger guy. Her becoming slightly slutty to another man. Loving a much bigger dick. I have imagined this countless times. But, she is happy with our life. She is not an overly sexual person with a highly active sexual imagination. She fantasizes about career advancement and building our lifestyle. We have sex, she always has an orgasm, albeit not some full body-tremor type orgasm, and we move on. Sex is easy and fun. Anytime I have brought up the idea of her fucking another man, it makes her uncomfortable. Why should I pursue this lifestyle? Yes there are probably better sexual experiences out there for her, mind-blowing experiences I am sure, but if she does not seem to care about that, why push? Im not really sure what type of responses I am looking for. I have been going back and forth for awhile now with this. Her and I haven't spoken about it in months and I do not want to bring it up again until I am fully behind it. I think I just needed a forum to get these thoughts together.