Like many here my sexual fantasies have been consumed by the idea of my wife with a black man and to increasingly greater extent myself in a cuckold role. While my wife enjoys fantasizing about BBC she is very hesitant to take things further and says she doesn't get the cuckolding aspect. I have noticed a decrease in sexual stamina as I have aged, which I expect is not uncommon. Our typical routine involves me going down on her, encouraging her to fantasize about aggressive, dominant black men until she is really turned on. Even though this fantasy turns me on also, my erections are much less hard than they used to be. This results in only having a semi-hard cock during most of our intercourse until I get fully hard just before I cum. To compensate I spend more time going down on her & she has commented that I am quite good in this department.
However, while this may be quite enjoyable & I have made her cum this way, I expect my wife is frustrated by my inability to give her an orgasm like she fantasizes about with a black man. While sh has never criticized my performance she has brought up whether I have considered taking Viagra. Of course it has crossed my mind, but at some level I feel like accentuating the inadequacies of my white dick may encourage her to take the next step. I recognize this is probably typical cuck thinking and not the healthiest way to go about things. I am interested in others thoughts & how they may have handled this.
However, while this may be quite enjoyable & I have made her cum this way, I expect my wife is frustrated by my inability to give her an orgasm like she fantasizes about with a black man. While sh has never criticized my performance she has brought up whether I have considered taking Viagra. Of course it has crossed my mind, but at some level I feel like accentuating the inadequacies of my white dick may encourage her to take the next step. I recognize this is probably typical cuck thinking and not the healthiest way to go about things. I am interested in others thoughts & how they may have handled this.