The first time was initially very scary for both of us. Lets face it, fanatasy aside, you are still meeting a stranger for sex.
In our case we used Criagslist which of course, no longer works. We had been married a few years before I was able to talk to my second wife about all this. She had seen IR porn before, but did not know about cuckolding. She also had no great desire for a black guy or a different guy than me. Her first husband was also about 5 inches and I am almost 7, so she already had an upgrade.
So anyway, we talked about it, did the black dildo thing a few times. I also shared my interest in exploring my bi side, which turned her on very much. I also shared how difficult that fantasy is and the very mixed emotions about it.
I discovered later on that I am an "alpha" cuck, meaning I like to be in charge. It makes sense because I am kind of an alpha male in my own world. Not like an arrogant jerk, just usually in charge.
Anyway, we met a young black guy on CL about 2 hours from us. We feel safer not playing in our own back yard and travelling we find that we can let ourselves go.
We got a room, bought our own condoms to be sure, met the guy outside, talked for a minute and decided to invite him up. We went up first, then he followed us. We are foverver worried about being found out.
He brought some tequila and took a few shots and my wife had a glass of wine to loosen up. At this point, we are still just in a room with a stranger. For any newbies, this is a critical, wierd point. We all disrobed, he laid back on the bed. I also noticed that his cock was not as big as it seemed in the pics. He said " Im a grower not a shower". Meaning that it would be a lot bigger when hard.
This was slightly dissapointing I guess but too late to turn back and I we were all relaxing and getting very turned on.
He laid on the bed and I told my wife to suck his cock, which she did. He started talking to her and saying " yes baby suck that black cock". Erect, he was just slightly smaller than me.
After a while I asked if I could suck it and he said yes so I did for prob 20 seconds. My wife told me later that that 20 seconds was the biggest turn on of her life.
I then had her mount him. She usually does not like to be on top but she fit on this guy well and started riding. I sat there amazed and watched my petite blonde wife riding a black dick like it was an amusement ride.
I encouraged her and said" thats a good girl baby, ride that black dick, I want you to feel good".
I sat where I could see her face and after about a minute I said " shes going to cum" . He missheard me and said " Im not going to yet" and I said "SHE IS". My little wife had an incredible, body shaking orgasm.
She collapsed on his chest for a minute or two before I said " ok baby lets go again". At one point, for one orgasm, I held and rubbbed the guys balls as she rode him. It was exciting but still hard for me to get my head around wanting to do that.
At another point, after a few more orgasms, I was kneeling facing her while she was still riding him, the guy reached for my cock and gestured that he wanted to suck me. I was no really comfortable with that so I backed away a little bit and just continued to look into her eyes and stroke myself.
Finally I could not stand it anymore and grabbed a wash cloth and announced that I just had to cum, which I did. I sat back and relaxed for a minute and watched. She had one more, incredible orgasm, prob number 10. Then he asked his to kiss him and honestly,after all that fucking and newness, this is where things got weird for me. She laid on his chest in the afterglow of all those orgasms and kissed this strange man, this black man who had given her so much pleasure. They kissed each other deeply, and this is where the bizarre "cocktail of cuckold emotions" that I had read about kicked in. I got pretty upset and told them I was ready to leave. I apologized and we left, and drove home. It was only weird for a few hours after that, but I am just sharing my real experience and feelings for those of you looking to cross that huge bridge from talking and chatting and fantasy play over to the real deal. Of course, I recovered and went right back to seeking another encounter.
Over the last few years, we had a few more encounters, all of them good. In fact, nowadays I still get very turned on by thinking about that first event, especially the deep kissing.
