First...I meant for the title to say, that Im looking for my first...not "1", but I'm hopeless...okay... I'm looking, (with the push and desire of my husband) for a dominant black man who thinks I'd be worthy of learning to please him. I'm 30, a preschool teacher, and naturally very submissive. My husband doesn't li'kethat very much and I secretly feel like I've never been with a real man...I've never been with a black man at all in that way... I know I'm inexperienced, but my body is so draw to this, I know if the right man finds me, I would do anything he told me to...I dream of having my small body used like....I think that's all I can do now, this is so difficult...I hope that I will be used like this one day...soon please?