3 children, married and down to earth except I have this fantasy of being swooped up by a tall endowed black man and used all night. In my dreams its is a one night thing... maybe a business trip... maybe an encounter at a sleazy hotel. I have had sex with several black men in my college years but nothing since marriage and 3 children. I dream and fantasize. Will it ever happen? maybe... I'm here and going to post some pictures because strangely it turns me on. I am a bbw and kind of shy about my body... Ive been told by a black coworker that he loves my large butt. (if he only knew my secret desire). I have always had a large butt even when I was at a lower weight. I took these pictures while flirting online with a local guy. He wanted to meet bad... but I just never felt safe enough and chickened out.