24/m, Canada here. Over the last year I have made it known to my gf that I have cuckolding fantasies and watch cuckold porn and she is fine with all of that. She has repeatedly told me that she really, really doesn't want anyone else but me but if I insisted she would shrug and do another guy. She says she might one day and another girl to our bed, and that is a lot more likely than her wanting another guy. The thing is...when i'm not horny this is exactly the thing I want to hear....but when I get randy all I want is for my gf to tell me a dirty story about her cheating or slutting out(she's getting quite good at it). After it's over we just act like the talk was just dirty talk and never bring it up for serious discussion.... What I want to know is....should I pursue more serious discussions over this if i'm someone who instantly goes from being into cuckolding to being disgusted by it and regretful the moment after I orgasm?