I'm involved with a sexy, beautiful woman. She's a sexual dynamoe! A shame not to share.
I'm into watching, being humiliated cause her partner is huge! Her hang-ups about this kink quickly fade as she succumbs to her lust and fully becomes the moment! Playing off my regret...admiring how beautiful and sexy she looks in her throws of passion. A lust evoked by a bbc from her that I'll never know. Getting off from jealousy. Pls, I NEED to discuss and explore further and completely feel the fantasy is reality. I look to share and role play with a willing bbc/bull while she observes me hoping she will indulge in the moment with us, changing her reluctance.
I think you hit the nail on the head - you are seeking to ROLEPLAY this scene with a bull. Frankly, this is the place to find a role-play partner, but you are posting in the wrong discussion thread. This section is for real wannabe's that are seeking to build a relationship with a woman and a bull. You already have a woman, who has no idea that you are doing this behind her back.
I will not get involved unless you tell her what you are up to. You may be able to find a different Bull on this site that has no objection to helping you out sexually without a woman in the picture.