Here's the background (sorry, it's a bit long). We dated many years ago, > 10 years, T & I lived together and were just about engaged but we drifted apart and broke up. Stayed in sporadic contact . Last year, 2017, she was broken up with latest bf and bought a new house. She invited me over to see the house and after that started, we to hang out. Also, I started helping around the her house, fixing odd things, sealed her driveway, put up a fence...Thought we were getting closer although not fully intimate again. Went to see Black Panther movie, and 2 weeks later after a dinner at her house I was cleaning in her kitchen ( she had gone to the bathroom), I saw her phone light up from a text. I glanced at it and it was from a gf that she has but doesn't like all that much be/c that gf is a bit wild. I decided to read it and it said "SO, you really liked Black Panther, huh? Let me guess, you've got jungle fever again! I know it! "
I was floored. I stayed cool for a little while but eventually that night I asked T about the text and she was mad of course, but explained her past. Before she met me, over 15 years ago she was engaged to a black (1/2 black she said) guy. Things didn't work out that time either. She never told me about that bf before, explaining she wasn't sure how'd I react?
I decided to tell her, I said, "T that wouldn't have bother me in the least!" I went on to let her know that I'd like to move forward in our present relationship and be sexually active with her once again and... eventually would LOVE to see her with a black guy. That went over like a lead balloon, she called me a pervert, saying that I'll just use that as a way to sleep around myself.
In short, T doesn't want to see me anymore even as friends. I have seen her in over a month. Bumped in to her gf who sent the text at a bar, apologized for reading her text. She said 'no worries' but added that T told her she definitely has jungle fever again and watched the movie by her self 3 more times.
SO.... if any Philly area professional BMs interested in a very good looking milf, lmk
