Russian sissy

Hi! I'm russian boy and I wanna become sissy for a BBC. Got no experience at all, hope to lose my virginity to Black Bull someday. I had a little trained my ass with plugs and dildos, but hasn't any true sex with another person. So i dream about gaving my ass and mouth virginity to Black Man or two(too good to be true). I will do ANYTHING for my Black Master, shave my body, make up, dress in woman's lingerie and dress like a girl, suck cock, take it up my ass for hours, will obey every wish: i will lock my cock and give the key, will plug my ass for weeks, will take my punishments if i make any mistake, whether it will be hard pounding, throatfucking, spanking or anything. I just want to be BBC sissyslut, suck and fuck black cock every day.