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xtremeone

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42 years old now and single at the moment but happy.
I am a straight male, since i was younger every woman i have ever dated has talked about how black men have big willies.
Never knew or understood what they were talking about since i was 16 and up, growing up i have noticed through porn and other curiosities
that i have been drawn to looking at black men that have very large cocks, not the man but the cock only*
When i was growing up it angered me when i would see interracial dating, i felt they were taking over white women and it pissed me off!
It still bugs me, but also turns me on! Something i found myself enjoying, Pain and pleasure.
In my adult life i have spoken to most of the ladies i have been with and was able to find pleasure and pain from them telling me how much they wanted a BBC.
My obsession is killing me lol
As i said above, i consider myself a straight guy. Men turn me off!

Black men with huge cocks really drive me crazy and insanely muscular black men.

I can not find myself to watch porn with a white woman and a white man at all! even if they white guy has a huge cock, doesn't do nothing for me.
I have to find black on white only and love watching women, beautiful women go black because it bugs me but it hits that pleasure spot for me.

Another issue i have is that i am starting to look at solo pics and videos of BBC, i mainly think of a white girl taking it but it still turns me on.

Am i sick?
 
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xtremeone said:
Looking for help!
42 years old now and single at the moment but happy.
I am a straight male, since i was younger every woman i have ever dated has talked about how black men have big willies.
Never knew or understood what they were talking about since i was 16 and up, growing up i have noticed through porn and other curiosities
that i have been drawn to looking at black men that have very large cocks, not the man but the cock only*
When i was growing up it angered me when i would see interracial dating, i felt they were taking over white women and it pissed me off!
It still bugs me, but also turns me on! Something i found myself enjoying, Pain and pleasure.
In my adult life i have spoken to most of the ladies i have been with and was able to find pleasure and pain from them telling me how much they wanted a BBC.
My obsession is killing me lol
As i said above, i consider myself a straight guy. Men turn me off!

Black men with huge cocks really drive me crazy and insanely muscular black men.

I can not find myself to watch porn with a white woman and a white man at all! even if they white guy has a huge cock, doesn't do nothing for me.
I have to find black on white only and love watching women, beautiful women go black because it bugs me but it hits that pleasure spot for me.

Another issue i have is that i am starting to look at solo pics and videos of BBC, i mainly think of a white girl taking it but it still turns me on.

Am i sick?
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I am very active in the lifestyle and meet a lot of people and what you say here is pretty much what i hear from almost all of the cucks i talk to. I would say you are very normal.
 
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xtremeone said:
Looking for help!
42 years old now and single at the moment but happy.
I am a straight male, since i was younger every woman i have ever dated has talked about how black men have big willies.
Never knew or understood what they were talking about since i was 16 and up, growing up i have noticed through porn and other curiosities
that i have been drawn to looking at black men that have very large cocks, not the man but the cock only*
When i was growing up it angered me when i would see interracial dating, i felt they were taking over white women and it pissed me off!
It still bugs me, but also turns me on! Something i found myself enjoying, Pain and pleasure.
In my adult life i have spoken to most of the ladies i have been with and was able to find pleasure and pain from them telling me how much they wanted a BBC.
My obsession is killing me lol
As i said above, i consider myself a straight guy. Men turn me off!

Black men with huge cocks really drive me crazy and insanely muscular black men.

I can not find myself to watch porn with a white woman and a white man at all! even if they white guy has a huge cock, doesn't do nothing for me.
I have to find black on white only and love watching women, beautiful women go black because it bugs me but it hits that pleasure spot for me.

Another issue i have is that i am starting to look at solo pics and videos of BBC, i mainly think of a white girl taking it but it still turns me on.

Am i sick?
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No mate this is normal.
 
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xtremeone said:
Looking for help!
42 years old now and single at the moment but happy.
I am a straight male, since i was younger every woman i have ever dated has talked about how black men have big willies.
Never knew or understood what they were talking about since i was 16 and up, growing up i have noticed through porn and other curiosities
that i have been drawn to looking at black men that have very large cocks, not the man but the cock only*
When i was growing up it angered me when i would see interracial dating, i felt they were taking over white women and it pissed me off!
It still bugs me, but also turns me on! Something i found myself enjoying, Pain and pleasure.
In my adult life i have spoken to most of the ladies i have been with and was able to find pleasure and pain from them telling me how much they wanted a BBC.
My obsession is killing me lol
As i said above, i consider myself a straight guy. Men turn me off!

Black men with huge cocks really drive me crazy and insanely muscular black men.

I can not find myself to watch porn with a white woman and a white man at all! even if they white guy has a huge cock, doesn't do nothing for me.
I have to find black on white only and love watching women, beautiful women go black because it bugs me but it hits that pleasure spot for me.

Another issue i have is that i am starting to look at solo pics and videos of BBC, i mainly think of a white girl taking it but it still turns me on.

Am i sick?
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You are gay and thats why women doesn’t want you. Just come out of the closet and accept who you are.
 
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Rovag66 said:
You are gay and thats why women doesn’t want you. Just come out of the closet and accept who you are.
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lol not one bit...
love women, i look at ladies from head to toe. yes feet, arches, toes. legs, the entire female body makes me nuts! I am all for women, trust me...
I don't look at guys faces or bodies at all, It is totally black men with huge dongs and not the face or body.
Your comment, i find it to be rude and tasteless.
 
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xtremeone said:
lol not one bit...
love women, i look at ladies from head to toe. yes feet, arches, toes. legs, the entire female body makes me nuts! I am all for women, trust me...
I don't look at guys faces or bodies at all, It is totally black men with huge dongs and not the face or body.
Your comment, i find it to be rude and tasteless.
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But if you look at black men and get aroused by them you are gay or at least bi.
 
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xtremeone said:
Looking for help!
42 years old now and single at the moment but happy.
I am a straight male, since i was younger every woman i have ever dated has talked about how black men have big willies.
Never knew or understood what they were talking about since i was 16 and up, growing up i have noticed through porn and other curiosities
that i have been drawn to looking at black men that have very large cocks, not the man but the cock only*
When i was growing up it angered me when i would see interracial dating, i felt they were taking over white women and it pissed me off!
It still bugs me, but also turns me on! Something i found myself enjoying, Pain and pleasure.
In my adult life i have spoken to most of the ladies i have been with and was able to find pleasure and pain from them telling me how much they wanted a BBC.
My obsession is killing me lol
As i said above, i consider myself a straight guy. Men turn me off!

Black men with huge cocks really drive me crazy and insanely muscular black men.

I can not find myself to watch porn with a white woman and a white man at all! even if they white guy has a huge cock, doesn't do nothing for me.
I have to find black on white only and love watching women, beautiful women go black because it bugs me but it hits that pleasure spot for me.

Another issue i have is that i am starting to look at solo pics and videos of BBC, i mainly think of a white girl taking it but it still turns me on.

Am i sick?
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YES......!.....its called 'Jungle FeVer'.....!:qos:......it works on a white girls body...and a whiteboys brain...!
 
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When will this Fever go away? lol!
Each female that i date, i try so hard not to bring these topics up. Out of the blue i ask her if she likes bbc...
Then it starts!
Alright i will admit, i only think these thoughts when i am horny but when i'm not i don't think this way at all.
It's like a light switch lol
 
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xtremeone said:
Not in the closet, i am just different because i know gay and bi guys out there and for the thought of being with a guy makes me sick!
As i said before, i am a ladies man. I just have a kinky fetish with (bbc/bodybuilder type black men.) But nothing else.
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Well, first, it is not contradicting to be heterosexual and homosexual. It is collectively called "bisexual". (That's not a judgement, just an observation. ;) ) Next, your own statements are contradicting each other when you say...
xtremeone said:
(...) I don't look at guys faces or bodies at all, It is totally black men with huge dongs and not the face or body. (...)
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...but then you say...

"I just have a kinky fetish with (bbc/bodybuilder type black men.)"

So you're not turned on by their dicks and body types? ;)
 
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mywayintermsofsex said:
Well, first, it is not contradicting to be heterosexual and homosexual. It is collectively called "bisexual". (That's not a judgement, just an observation. ;) ) Next, your own statements are contradicting each other when you say...
...but then you say...

"I just have a kinky fetish with (bbc/bodybuilder type black men.)"

So you're not turned on by their dicks and body types? ;)
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Yes but only when I'm super horned up...
I don't look at men's faces or anything that has to do with a man, if the male is very black (dark) and built like Mr. Olympia and has a 10 inch + penis then yes I would look and get excited.
That is it though!
 
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xtremeone said:
That's the kicker, if they are over 9 to 10 inches + yes or a bodybuilder, yes. I feel inferior to them and look, i do get aroused.
But that is it and nothing else. so what? semi bi?
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Who gives a *******? Stop putting yourselves in little boxes for others to put a label on. if it feels good (and you're not hurting anyone) go for it. xxxx Good luck. xxxx
 
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