Ripped underwear and bruising

Mrs.InCharge

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I think there's a belief that after a good play date with a bull that there's some kind of magical serenity that occurs after the bull leaves. There is not.

I feel content and satisfied afterword but I also feel drained and completely exhausted. The sex was terrific but there's a toll.

1. There's the after cramping which doesn't always happen but if the bull was very well packaged it does.
2. Bruises and red eyes.Bumps and bruises are a common occurrence. If your bulls a slapper (Ass or legs) he's going to leave his mark. While I completely LOVE a great spanker...it can look pretty rough back there for weeks.
Your also going to get your bulls cum in your eyes. Watch as much porn as you like but when my bulls come gets in my eyes it burns and hurts for days. Maybe I have sensitive eyes but for days afterward I'm constantly using eyewash solution.
3. Torn clothes. I've walked through more than my share of hotel lobbies not wearing underwear or holding my stockings and shoes on my way to my car. Not in a sexy naughty way but more because they're no longer functional clothing.
4. Calling into work/going to work tired. Depending when my bull called or came over, that next day of work always suffers. I'm cranky, I'm sore and I just want to take a hot shower and a nap. Sadly, if I think I wont be able to go home before work I bring another outfit to change into wherever I can. I have changed from club wear to professional dress in a majority of the icky bathrooms in this city. If he was really insistent I might have to just call in sick.
5. The emotion roller coaster. For the next three days my emotions run from exhilaration to feeling really slutty to mild to irritated to horny back to exhilaration. It was worse in my twenties but it's still an issue that arrives every time.
6. Cost. Ok so this is understandable sense I always host but when Bank of America sends me my yearly report in pie graph form showing my "lodging expense" I am astonished!
7. I can't tell my vanilla girlfriends. These are wonderful people. Our ******* play together, they're at our church and many if them are true and meaningful friends. If they knew about my lifestyle however they'd never speak to me again. The level of low grade to out in the open racism is astonishing. These people do not like any race outside of Caucasian. This is why I have to rely so heavily upon my lifestyle sisters because literally only they understand.
8. I'm not always there for my husband. It was harder for us in the first years. Stephen has always supported my lifestyle but there have been birthdays, business dinners and social events that I couldn't attend with him because I was at a club with my bull and his crew. He's never said it but I know he's been let down by me a few times.
9. Every black man instantly becomes a "possible". I'm always looking for a good bull. I like young bulls at the local college nearby, I like the well dressed hot studs down in my husbands business district, I like the big meaty bulls in construction crews and I like old experienced bulls with grey hair. I haven't had a genuine conversation with a black man without flirting or touching him inappropriately since 2001. This has had bad outcomes. I've been threatened, had hands swiped away and been made to feel uncomfortable by black men who just didn't want to be harassed or were married or whatever.
10. Finally, I find the effects, costs of being who I am a huge turn on. Be it paying the room bill or having to buy underwear on my lunch hour because my bull ripped my other pair the night before, I am sexually excited the entire time. This lifestyle, the bulls I'm with and my husband is just that good and it's totally worth it.

And while the fantasy played out in many peoples minds of perfection is way off the mark, it's not anything I'd ever be willing to give up.

Thanks for reading,
Sara
 
My ex wife started screwing a black co worker just for the sex wasn't until we were going thru the divorce she confessed things. One of the things I questioned her about were the tiny bruises on her butt and thigh she said it was from work . Turns out her black lover had a very thick dick was easier for her to straddle him to get screwed and the bruises were from his hands squeezing her butt as they screwed
 
My ex wife started screwing a black co worker just for the sex wasn't until we were going thru the divorce she confessed things. One of the things I questioned her about were the tiny bruises on her butt and thigh she said it was from work . Turns out her black lover had a very thick dick was easier for her to straddle him to get screwed and the bruises were from his hands squeezing her butt as they screwed
Finger bruises and nail scratches. All a part of it
 
I think there's a belief that after a good play date with a bull that there's some kind of magical serenity that occurs after the bull leaves. There is not.

I feel content and satisfied afterword but I also feel drained and completely exhausted. The sex was terrific but there's a toll.

1. There's the after cramping which doesn't always happen but if the bull was very well packaged it does.
2. Bruises and red eyes.Bumps and bruises are a common occurrence. If your bulls a slapper (Ass or legs) he's going to leave his mark. While I completely LOVE a great spanker...it can look pretty rough back there for weeks.
Your also going to get your bulls cum in your eyes. Watch as much porn as you like but when my bulls come gets in my eyes it burns and hurts for days. Maybe I have sensitive eyes but for days afterward I'm constantly using eyewash solution.
3. Torn clothes. I've walked through more than my share of hotel lobbies not wearing underwear or holding my stockings and shoes on my way to my car. Not in a sexy naughty way but more because they're no longer functional clothing.
4. Calling into work/going to work tired. Depending when my bull called or came over, that next day of work always suffers. I'm cranky, I'm sore and I just want to take a hot shower and a nap. Sadly, if I think I wont be able to go home before work I bring another outfit to change into wherever I can. I have changed from club wear to professional dress in a majority of the icky bathrooms in this city. If he was really insistent I might have to just call in sick.
5. The emotion roller coaster. For the next three days my emotions run from exhilaration to feeling really slutty to mild to irritated to horny back to exhilaration. It was worse in my twenties but it's still an issue that arrives every time.
6. Cost. Ok so this is understandable sense I always host but when Bank of America sends me my yearly report in pie graph form showing my "lodging expense" I am astonished!
7. I can't tell my vanilla girlfriends. These are wonderful people. Our ******* play together, they're at our church and many if them are true and meaningful friends. If they knew about my lifestyle however they'd never speak to me again. The level of low grade to out in the open racism is astonishing. These people do not like any race outside of Caucasian. This is why I have to rely so heavily upon my lifestyle sisters because literally only they understand.
8. I'm not always there for my husband. It was harder for us in the first years. Stephen has always supported my lifestyle but there have been birthdays, business dinners and social events that I couldn't attend with him because I was at a club with my bull and his crew. He's never said it but I know he's been let down by me a few times.
9. Every black man instantly becomes a "possible". I'm always looking for a good bull. I like young bulls at the local college nearby, I like the well dressed hot studs down in my husbands business district, I like the big meaty bulls in construction crews and I like old experienced bulls with grey hair. I haven't had a genuine conversation with a black man without flirting or touching him inappropriately since 2001. This has had bad outcomes. I've been threatened, had hands swiped away and been made to feel uncomfortable by black men who just didn't want to be harassed or were married or whatever.
10. Finally, I find the effects, costs of being who I am a huge turn on. Be it paying the room bill or having to buy underwear on my lunch hour because my bull ripped my other pair the night before, I am sexually excited the entire time. This lifestyle, the bulls I'm with and my husband is just that good and it's totally worth it.

And while the fantasy played out in many peoples minds of perfection is way off the mark, it's not anything I'd ever be willing to give up.

Thanks for reading,
Sara
Right on the nose sweetie!!
 
Always have the bruising on the tops of my thighs and boobs but after a great fuck session with the bull its worth every minute
 
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And while the fantasy played out in many peoples minds of perfection is way off the mark, it's not anything I'd ever be willing to give up.
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noone ever mentions all the time you're going to spend in mucky panties. or the number of times you promise yourself you're not going to let him take you anally but you end up right back there all over again each time you see him - hating yourself but loving what he does to you.
 
I can't tell my vanilla girlfriends. These are wonderful people. Our ******* play together, they're at our church and many if them are true and meaningful friends. If they knew about my lifestyle however they'd never speak to me again. The level of low grade to out in the open racism is astonishing. These people do not like any race outside of Caucasian.


i like fucking white women but a lot of them are not worth the bs
 
When I would get home after a week on the road and see hickeys on Tina's throat, tits, some times bruising on her body, I knew my girl had been busy.
 
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