We are new to the lifestyle, but have had a few experiences with BBC. She, well we have enjoyed those encounters, but we have yet to meet the guy who totally takes over. Someone who seduces, cucks, dominates and brings her to incredible ecstasy. This weekend we are meeting a guy whom I believe will do just that, and now I am getting nervous. I am scared of my reaction when he truly satisfies her, when she cums all over him without a thought of me. When he asks her if she has ever been fucked like this before, or if she is a black cock slut. I know these are things that turn me on, but I am really getting scared. Any advice, thanks.