Dpad, that is a yes and no answer. Yes things were different but no it didn't really affect our love for each other. I know that sounds crazy and it would take a long post to explain it all. As I have stated before I didn't leave my husband because I didn't love him. I left him because I needed to be sexually satisfied which was something I felt like I deserved. I had raised 2 *******, spent nearly 30 years taking as good care of my family as I could and I was tired of faking my orgasms with my husband. Probably if I hadn't had my fling with the 3 black guys when I was 35 and if my husband hadn't set me up to go on a date with a black man on my 50th birthday I wouldn't have known what real sex was like.
The no part is that we had 2 ******* together, those ******* gave us 4 grandkids and we had spent 30 years as husband and wife, as lovers, as best friends, he was the rock in my life. When I went back I was determined to be the best at all those things I could be except there was very little sex. We both knew he couldn't satisfy me so we didn't want to go down that road again. In 10 years back I have only slipped once and my husband set that up.
Phyliss