Pittsburgh cuckold looking to relocate

Cuckold25pitt

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Cuckold: A man who supports his woman sexually with whom ever, whenever and how ever she finds fit without question or hesitation . Well maintaining totally loyal to her regardless of sexaully satisfaction of his own.
The key to a cuck's fulfillment is not happiness it's servitude.
Let me start by saying this is a extremely hard fetish to have. I am 26 years old from the Southern Western part of PA. I am currently and for a decent amount of time been looking for a cuckold/open/sub relationship with a woman. Don't get me wrong, I'm NOT going to be stealing your panties to wear them as you sleep or be interested in you making fun of me as you make me watch gay porn. I'm not by far a feminine man. I will still ******* that fucking spider for scaring you in the middle of the night. But if its some type of snakes on the plane type of ******* going down, well unconditional support has exceptions. In any case, with my luck were probably die together. If that makes you feel better.
I come from a half blue collar and half white collar family.
"But if you can't look at the cup as both half empty and half full at the same time, well then your either haven't dealt with enough convenience fees or your living in wonderland. I'm a 90% positive optimistic realist, life isn't all sunshine and rainbows, there's shits and giggles in there too.
For so long i wanted to make my life all about making the world better. Even by genetic engineering, quantum physics, international human rights lawyer and even a CIA hit man. Unfortunately the academic system and one didn't see eye to eye. Problems in the family would take more time away and going away for a year in the national guard didn't help farer the process. Eventually i went from biotech to international relations to information system's and now( September 2018) Finance. I was nervous that i would never have a ultimate reason to wake up 5 days a week for 40 years, to just make someone else more money. Then around 3 years ago i did, it was the fetish known as cuckolding.
Cuckolding bought the dream back again. If i couldn't make my life about making the world better then i would make it about making a woman's life the best ever. I could still sacrifice and make a difference. Sacrifice my masculinity, proud, self-respect, money, my manhood if needed. But i also get to sacrifice doubt, embarrassment, awkwardness, uncertainty. All these feeling that keep you from putting a woman first. A cuck isn't psychologically Straight or bisexually. Yes, i enjoy the humiliation factor a bit to, in terms of the whole fluffing and cleanup some cuckolds crave but in NO way I'm i attracted to men. A cuck should just do without thinking about the emotional repercussions, as long as he is certain that she understands his need to feel that vulnerability.
This is a very hard fetish to have. It's very hard to build any amount of emotional rapport. And emotional or even a equal respect is what everone wants cuck or not. I hate vebal degradation! Why would i sacrifice my proud and self respect for a woman who just makes me feel shirty about supporting her. If i picked you as my queen, i want you to be a queen and NOT a bully. I come from a history of addiction in the family and even with friends and women i have come across in my area south of Pittsburgh. I DONT want to be a true cuck because i cant please a woman sexually or because my dick is small. my dick is actually a pretty confident size. and i've studied soooo much as sex and tactic that there's isnt a tip out there i haven't heard of. I've always been the support/sweet guy. The " good morning texts" the Dr.Phil level psych readings, the " I need someone to talk to guy. Idk maybe because I've been around dicks/assholes, or the military where everyone is sarcastic. When it comes to life I am as dark humored, sarcastic, send you dark memes at 3am. But when it's sexual or relationships,I'm the overly nice nonthreatening guy. So when it comes to sex, this Jesse is losing to the brad's and the chads; And I'm ok with that.
I've always been a man of logic. If i wanted to get more woman i would learn everything about muscle building. I would learn the psychology of attraction. I can Dr. phil the ******* out of anyone. If i wouldn't to build a better resume i did more internships and more job reseach. I worked as a pizza guy, farm laborer,home depot, warehouse order selector, barback, medicine driver, dishwasher, joined the military,uber, one IT internship and one accounting internship. All for the idea of finding a woman and being independent. And after all that i was still losing:( I felt such a overwhelming need to display masculinity and social dominance; that the real me the advice giving, wake up at 3am to pick you up, give you money when i didn't have any left of my own needed to go if i was going to win woman. But in a cucklold relationship it felt so simple to me, do as your told and you got to have a woman who enjoyed my need to make everyone happy.
He makes her feel like regardless of what she wants sexually, he will always support her never ending sexual desires. A cuck should be ok with any action that is a form of supporting. A cuck should never question any area in the relationship that is sexaully.
 
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