officially a couple of years ago... I have felt an attraction to Black Men around age 9... I would be in a store with mom and notice a Black Man looking at me... I would tell mom I had to pee and go look for a bathroom and deliberately walk by him and he most always says something like "nice legs" or " looking good young lady" I would smile and walk to the bathroom... I never locked the door hopin' he would come in and make me do things... but they never did. and about 3 years I was working late with 1 of my supervisor s and he walks up to my desk and says "can you help me with this?" and when I looked up there was this magnificent looking Big Blake Cock in my face, and I just leaned forward and began sucking... Mike pats me on the head and says "good girl" "I knew you were a slut" " and you are going to be a good bitch and swallow" I just nodded yes and kept sucking... he pats my head some more and say "Good girl"